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Solitaire by Jadey

This story takes place where Series 2 finished. 

PG rating


Lyrics to the song Solitaire by Clay Aiken

There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unshared
Until it died in his silence

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

Another day, a lonely day
So much to say that goes unspoken
And through the night, his sleepless nights
His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
She's coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire



SOLITAIRE

Part 1


‘Where am I?’

‘Do not be alarmed child,’ soothed a woman’s voice.  ‘You have nothing to fear.’

Marian glanced down at the white spread covering almost her entire body.

Oh my God. 

I was stabbed. 

Stabbed. 

I’m dead. 

I can’t be dead.

I just got married.



Robin flinched in his sleep.


She felt herself float free of her corporal body.  She was ready.  She watched as Robin kissed her, one last time.  But she felt nothing on her lips.  No touch, no taste.

I am gone she thought. Already gone.  Say goodbye to me Robin.  Say goodbye. 

The King spoke. 

‘Do you want to say anything Robin…before we…’

‘No,’ Robin replied.  ‘I said all I had to say to her when we married.  There is nothing more.’ 

Robin stood and turned to go.  

Still she waited.  

Say goodbye to me and let me go. 

And he pulled her.  And they pulled her.  And she didn’t breathe.  And she did breathe. 

I’m still here. 

Still here.  

Hear me, hear me, hear me. 

No sound. 

A silent scream. 

No-one to hear. 

No-one. 

…………………….


Robin had made it plain to the King that he did not wish to see Marian lowered into the ground.  That he would prefer to remember the serenity on her face as he had laid her by the graveside. 

With stoicism he did not really feel, Robin, along with Allan, John and Much, had made his farewells to the King. 

He knew he had plenty of tears left to shed, but he would do it alone.  For dear as his friends were, he did not think he could bear their pity. 

With equal fortitude he had said his goodbyes to Will and Djaq.  He was truly happy for them and surprised himself by managing a small smile as he wished them well in their new life together.  

Somehow he was going to get through this.  

‘Robin.  It’s time to go.’

‘I know Much.  I have to pick up some of her things.  Then I will be ready.’

‘Why don’t I….’

‘No.  It’s okay.  Really it is.  I’ll join you and the others at the port.’

He went to her room, in the town of Acre.  And hidden from other eyes he finally gave in to his despair.  As he sank to his knees, he cried out her name, over and over and over again.  As an incantation against the pain.  A rally against the Gods.  A cry from his heart to the one he had loved and lost. 

And she heard, and came back, but he was not there.

………………..

By the time the Priest and the gravedigger had realised, and by the time one of the King’s men had galloped to the port, the ship had already set sail, just a speck on the horizon.  Robin Hood and his men were already on their way home – to England. 



Part 2


‘I thought just being the four of us would make it difficult,’ said Allan, as he, Much and John sat round the campfire that evening.  ‘But it’s not.  I mean, we hardly see Gisborne any more.  The Sheriff keeps disappearing on business.  There are still plenty of pickings in the forest.  Not being funny, but it’s pretty easy now, isn’t it.’

‘Yes.  Too easy,’ Much replied.  ‘And that’s the problem.  For him.’  He inclined his head towards Robin.  ‘If we were having to fight tooth and nail.  If we were still living on the edge.  It would keep him busy.  Occupy his mind.  But we’re not.  He goes about business like he could do it with his eyes shut.   In fact, I think he does have his eyes shut sometimes.  I mean, he never sleeps these days.’ 

‘So what are we going to do about it?’ Allan asked.  ‘Deliberately get ourselves into difficult situations so Robin can come up with a plan?  So he can work out how to save us all?’

‘He needs saving first,’ Much sighed.

…………………

For many days she moved in a world between life and death.  Sometimes lucid enough to know that hands tended her and soft voices spoke to her.  Other times the world was full of twilight images.  Of men, one light, one dark.  Of swords and arrows, castles and trees. 

In her lucid moments she sought to make sense of these images, but always they slipped away from her as the pain took hold and she was once again plunged into a clinging web of nothingness.  

And then one day, as dawn approached, and the call to prayer rang out over Acre, she heard her name being called - Marian.  And she opened her eyes, but he was not there.

…………….

In the light of day he was almost his usual self. 

Laughing at Allan’s tomfoolery.  Revelling once again in outwitting the Sheriff’s men, who had become lax without the constant haranguing of Gisborne – the latter having been sent to London by the Sheriff.  On several occasions they had even dared to enter the Castle and steal from under the Sheriff’s nose. 

Yes, Allan had been right, easy pickings nowadays.  A simpler life.  And that should have given him some cheer.  But he did not fool Much.

John and Allan appeared unaware.  Enjoying their new found freedom. 

Only Much saw, in the hours of darkness, how he suffered still.  How he would lay awake, sometimes hours at an end, staring into the night.  How, when he did sleep, he would toss and turn, often getting up and walking off into the forest, to try and exhaust himself, so he might sleep once more.  And only Much would hear him crying in the quiet of the forest night.

………………

And the world Marian moved in was not so very different. 

Sister Katherine, who watched over her, who willed her to return to this earth, regarded the girl’s troubled eyes, coaxing her with sedations to help her get through the pain and stroking her hair as she cried into her pillow. 

Sister Katherine thought the pain was too much for the girl, and she would surely die. 

But Marian held on. 

And one morning, as the dawn approached, and the morning- prayer rang out over the town of Acre, she called out a name. 

‘Robin.’ 

And she opened her eyes.


Part 3


The messenger stood, hopping from foot to foot. Unnerved no doubt to be in the outlaws camp, despite the fact he had heard they were kindly men.  Of course, a big bearded man standing guard over you did not inspire a great deal of confidence.  He hoped Robin of Locksley, Robin Hood, would soon show himself.

‘I’m sorry,’ panted Much, as he ran up to the messenger.  ‘I cannot find him.’

‘Then I will have to wait,’ replied the young man, none too happily.  ‘This message is for Robin of Locksley’s eyes only.’

‘And you say it is important?’ Much asked, for the third time.

‘Yes.’

Much sought the eyes of John and Allan.  Both shrugged their shoulders. 

‘He could be anywhere,’ Allan said.  ‘You know what he’s like.’

‘Yes, well.  We can’t wait all day for him.’

‘Can we give the message to him?’ Allan asked.

‘No,’ the young man stated flatly.  ‘Besides, I have to return with his answer.’

‘Return where?’ queried John. 

‘To…oh no you don’t.  I’m not saying anything else.  Not till Robin of Locksley gets here.’ 

And with that the messenger stilled his fidgety legs and took root.

Nearly an hour later he was still standing there.

………………..

Robin sat, atop the hill, looking down at his home.  Locksley.  But, despite Gisborne no longer residing there it seemed, it was still not his home.  As long as the King remained in the Holy Land, and as long as the Sheriff was still in power in Nottingham, it would never be his home. 

The truth was, however, that he was not sure he even wanted it anymore.  In fact, he was not sure he even wanted to stay in Nottingham anymore.  Except that he could not think where else to go.  

Only sometimes, as he dipped into longed for sleep, or when he gratefully surfaced once more to the day, did he think he knew where to go – almost as if someone was calling out to him.  But when he tried to understand where that place might be, the only answer he got was her name.  Perhaps it was death after all. 

‘I thought I would find you here,’ said Much, flopping down next to Robin. 

‘If you’ve come to give me one of your pep talks Much, please save your breath.  I really…’

‘No,’ Much cut in.  ‘There’s a messenger in the camp.  With a message for you,’ he added.  

‘Allan can read it.’

‘No.  It’s for your eyes only.  And it looked like it displayed the royal seal.  Although he was clutching it so tightly it was hard to see.’

‘Then I’d better come.’

……………

When Robin and Much arrived back at camp some short time later, the messenger was still in the same place, much to Allan’s amusement.

‘Allan?’ queried Robin.  ‘What’s so funny?’

‘Robin of Locksley, Earl of Huntingdon?’ gabbled the messenger. 

‘Yes?’

‘Here.’  He thrust the scroll into Robin’s hands and darted into the trees. 

Allan burst out laughing and John chuckled through his beard. 

‘Don’t be so rotten,’ chastised Much.  ‘What does the message say Master?’

Robin unrolled the scroll and cast his eyes over the text.  In King Richard’s handwriting no less.



Part 4



‘Robin?’

‘Do not be alarmed child,’ soothed a woman’s voice.  ‘You have nothing to fear.’

Marian glanced down at the white spread covering almost her entire body. 

Oh my God. 

I was stabbed. 

Stabbed. 

I’m dead. 

I can’t be dead. 

I just got married. 

‘Robin!’ she cried again. 

Katherine came and sat beside her and took Marian’s hand.  

‘He is not here my child.’

‘Where am I?’ Marian asked, casting her eyes round the sparsely furnished room, momentarily blinded by the bright sunlight pouring in through the open window. 

‘This is not Nottingham.’

‘No my child.  You are a long way from Nottingham.’

Marian tore her eyes away from the open window and rested them on the woman’s face.

‘Acre?’

‘Not quite,’ Katherine answered.  ‘Tyre; close by.  The King wanted you somewhere safe.  Away from the renewed fighting.’

Fighting.  The King.  Robin and Guy. 

Marian closed her eyes, overwhelmed by the memories that bombarded her. 

‘Go slowly child,’ came the soft voice again.  ‘It will take time.’

Katherine put some water to Marian’s lips and she drank greedily.  Soon she would try to make some sense of it all.  But even as this thought took hold, another part of her mind was telling her to avoid it, for there dwelt pain and sorrow and a tremendous loss.  

……………..

‘What does it say?’ Much again asked. 

‘It is a message from King Richard himself.’

‘And?’

‘He wants me to go back to Acre.  More attempts on his life have been made.  And someone is trying to sabotage the peace efforts.’

‘I’m coming with you,’ Much declared. 

‘No.  It’s me he wants.  You stay here and help John and Allan.’

‘You’re lying,’ accused Much.  

‘And you can’t read,’ Robin returned. 

‘There’s some more on the back of the paper,’ Much pointed out, piqued.  ‘And you didn’t turn it over.  Even I can read my own name,’ he added defensively. 

Robin sighed. 

‘Bring your manservant Much with you.  He will keep you on the straight and narrow.’

Robin looked up.  ‘What does the King think I am going to do?’

‘He remembers you from before,’ replied Much dryly.  

‘Yes, well my girl chasing days are over.  They’ll never be anyone else.’  Robin met Much’s eyes.  ‘Not now.’

Much looked away.  ‘I’m still coming,’ he mumbled.


Part 5



I believe this belongs to you my dear,’ said Katherine, helping Marian to sit up, and pressing the huge ruby coloured ring into Marian’s hand.  Marian stared at it, and bit her lip. 

‘I am sorry,’ Katherine apologised, realising perhaps it was too soon.  ‘Richard told me it was yours.  It was with you when you were brought here.’

‘The King was here?’

‘Yes Marian.  He came directly once he heard of your, how can I put it, miracle return to this world.’

As Marian stared questioningly at her nurse, Katherine smiled.  ‘I have looked after King Richard for many a year now.  My name is Katherine and I was the King’s personal nurse.  And,’ she added smiling, ‘I am yours now.’

Marian returned her attention once more to the ring, and remembered.



I can’t go on without you. 

Promise me Robin.  You’ll keep on fighting. 

I will. 

I hope we have a lot more time in heaven because we sure didn’t have it here on earth.



Well, she hadn’t gone to heaven after all.  Although the look of pity she sometimes saw in Katherine’s eyes, and the fact she could not feel her legs, made her wonder if perhaps she was about to face her own hell on earth.  

………………

‘We can manage, can’t we John,’ said Allan cheerfully, as he watched Robin and Much packing their things, readying to travel. 

‘And we have a couple of other lads willing to give us a hand,’ Allan continued. 

‘Oh?’

‘Rowan of Dunne.  Remember?  The mines?  Silver Arrow contest?’

Robin looked as though he didn’t want to be reminded but Allan pressed on regardless. 

‘He’s grown up a lot these past months and is quite good with a bow, so I’ve heard.’

John nodded his head in agreement. 

‘And,’ Allan went on.  ‘Luke Scarlett.  Wills’ younger brother.  He is also proving quite a marksman, and something of a carpenter too, just like Will.  With Dan dead and Will away I am sure he can be persuaded to leave Locksley and join us.  I know Will would be pleased.’

Again John nodded. 

‘Looks like we’re not needed any more,’ said Much sullenly.  

‘Much.  I told you before.  You do not have to come with me.’

‘Oh no you don’t,’ Much retorted.  ‘I’ve spent too many years looking after you.  I’m not about to stop now.’

‘Then quit your moaning, and get packing,’ Robin remonstrated in a mocking tone.  ‘If we’re to catch the next boat out we need to hurry.’

Suddenly it felt as if life was taking on a purpose again.  Yet Robin had the strangest feeling it had nothing to do with protecting the King.



Part 6



‘You should not be afraid to at least try,’ said Katherine gently.

‘I do not know,’ Marian replied.

‘Here, give me your arm my dear.  We will walk together.’

Katherine was right.  She could not lie in this bed forever.  Even so, she prepared herself for the worse. Despite the feeling returning to her legs as her wound healed, deep down Marian knew that all was not as it should be. 

The man who had worked to save her life had been used to treating the wounded coming off the battlefields around Acre.  But his skills were limited to saving lives – nothing more.  There was no time for worrying about the outcome.  They either lived, or they died.  He dealt in numbers.  And he had never treated a woman before.  She would never have children, that much was certain, but she lived.  What more could she expect?

Marian had grown to care very much for the soft spoken and kindly Katherine.  Yet, as she swivelled from her bed, and hung her legs over the side, she suddenly knew she wanted to do this alone. 

‘I am sorry Katherine.  But I would prefer to be by myself.’

‘But my dear.  If you should fall,’ said Katherine, concern evident in her voice. 

‘Please,’ Marian pleaded. 

Katherine looked at her and understood. 

Marian stared out the window.  It’s raining she thought.  How very strange.  It reminded her of home. 

She stood up and with faltering steps made her way across the room, her right leg dragging badly.  Her heart sank, and as she reached the window, she leaned her head outside and let her tears mingle with the rain.  Maimed on the inside, and maimed on the outside.  She could not be his now.  She could never be his. 

…………………..

Robin felt sick.  Yet they had been on the boat for many days and he had not suffered.  What had changed? 

As he watched the approaching storm, and gratefully drank the water Much had provided, he wondered if it had nothing to do with the rolling sea, but more to do with the inner turmoil he was feeling as the Holy Land and the port of Acre grew ever nearer.

…………………

‘Oh Robin,’ she cried, as the rain drenched her hair.

Robin leant over the side, and let the spray from the swollen waves hit his face.

‘We’re nearly there,’ said Much sombrely, his words whipped away by the wind.

He glanced across at Robin leaning over the side and his heart ached.  For the umpteenth time Much wondered if this was the right course of action.  Surely the King could have asked for someone else.  He knew better than most what had happened here and how painful it would be for Robin.  And yet?  Perhaps being here, in the place where Marian’s spirit dwelt, perhaps here Robin would find that elusive sense of peace he was looking for.  Perhaps it was here, in the land that held so many painful memories, that closure could be found, and not thousands of miles away in the green of Nottinghamshire and Sherwood Forest. 

Even so, as the land changed from a distant black line into a distinct mass, Much quailed at the thought of stepping onto the dusty soil once more. 

The boat captain had declared the weather too dangerous to try and make anchor that evening, and so they were forced to spend yet another night on board. 

As he and Robin settled down on the pitching deck, Much thought he could not be too grateful to see the back of this most unstable life.  He didn’t even want to think about the return journey, if God willing, they both survived this time. 

Much searched out Robin and was glad to see he was sleeping peacefully for once.

…………….


Marian, still standing at the window, dried her eyes as she watched the last of the storm rolling out to sea.  The sky was an angry mix of grey, azure and blood red where the sun was sinking on the horizon. 

Carry my thoughts to him she willed.  Carry my love and my protection.  Let him be peaceful.  And let him forget. 

……………..

She filled his head tonight like no other, and the wind whispered her name to him as it blew across the deck.  It was as though the storm had heightened his sense of her, or was it just because he was so close to where she lay? 

The wind ruffled his hair – her hands caressing.  The saltwater spray anointed his face – her tears.  He wrapped his arms around himself – seeking her touch. 

Robin turned over and awoke.  His thoughts turning to guilt and shame, as his body made demands, he was unwilling to answer.  Inwardly he cursed.  For one mad moment he thought he might throw himself overboard into the angry sea below.  Then he looked at the face of the gently snoring Much and knew he could not. 

Unsteadily he got to his feet and set off to pace the deck of the rolling ship.  He walked till his legs ached.  And as dawn broke over the horizon, he finally lay down and slept. 

The sea became becalmed once more and the boat slid towards the harbour.



Part 7



‘I thought someone would be here to meet us,’ grumbled Much. 

‘Have patience,’ said Robin tiredly.  ‘Someone will come.’

The port was fairly bustling as goods were unloaded and brought ashore.  Soon the boat would head back out to sea once more.

Much was sorely tempted to suggest they get back on board and abandon this foolishness.  But when he turned to Robin to voice his thoughts, he found they had been met after all, and Robin was already halfway up the hill, heading towards the town itself. 

Resignedly Much followed.

Their guide, Jeremy, one of the King’s guards, seemed intent on making conversation, but Robin kept his head down and returned Jeremy’s constant questions with a simple yes or no.  After a while, Jeremy got the message and concentrated his efforts on Much, who, to Robin’s amazement, also appeared unwilling to engage in idle chit chat.  It seemed the voyage had taken its toll on both of them.  All the more reason to arrive at their accommodation and settle down for the night. 

Unfortunately it seemed other arrangements had been made for them.

Robin insisted they were tired and could they politely decline the offer of being dined and entertained, but at the mention of food, Much pricked up his ears and looked pleadingly at Robin.  And despite how he was feeling, Robin had to agree that whatever delicacies had been laid on for them, it had to be better than the food they had had to endure on the boat these past weeks.

Hopefully they could excuse themselves after eating and finally get some sleep.

After what seemed an age, Jeremy indicated that they had arrived at their destination. 

The two men followed Jeremy into a dimly lit building. Inside they were assailed by the pungent aroma of spicy food and the heavy sweat of men. Jeremy pushed aside a curtain and Robin and Much found themselves under scrutiny by both King’s Guard and Saracens alike. 

A low table dominated the centre of the room.  On it laid a mountain of food and surrounding the table numerous coloured cushions on which men lounged. 

In the uneasy peace that now existed (still waiting for the ink to find the paper that would end the hostilities once and for all) there were equal number of Saracen and the King’s Guard, draped around the centre table.  Their talk seemed easy and the atmosphere friendly, although after a moment or two Robin realised the two sides were keeping themselves to themselves.  Perhaps it was the language barrier, but Robin knew that more than words divided these men.

He and Much were shown to places obviously reserved for them. 

Robin was surprised to find that he did not recognise a single face amongst the dozen or so Guard who were there.  Had even more been lost since his time away? 

Much, he noticed, was looking longingly at the food laid out on the table.  Robin smiled and touched his friend lightly on the arm. 

‘Go ahead Much.  Eat to your heart’s content.’

Much pushed several dates into his mouth at once. 

‘Here,’ he managed to get out, shoving a plate towards Robin.  ‘Don’t tell me you can’t eat this.’ 

Robin had to agree it was good.  Even so he wished the evening was already over and he could just sleep.  He drank the wine without realising it and found his eyes closing as the babble of voices rumbled on around him. 

‘Ouch!’

Much poked him again.

‘Master,’ he hissed.  ‘Wake up.’

Robin raised himself on his elbows, and caught the amused eye of a large Saracen sitting opposite him.  Robin shrugged his shoulders and the big man laughed out loud.

Only then did Robin register that the table, and all the food, had been cleared away, and there was now an empty space in the centre of the room.

As three musicians and a very large lady clothed from head to foot in black, took centre stage, Robin cast his eyes round the room looking for a way out. 

The musicians started to play and the woman sang.  No doubt her voice had once been fine, but she was well past her youth and Robin found the deep resonance of her voice quite tortuous.  He studied the other faces in the room.  The King’s men politely listening, the Saracens continuing to talk.  Robin suddenly felt sorry for her.  But not sorry enough to still wonder about that way out.  

The large man who had laughed at him skirted the perimeter of the room and plonked himself down heavily at Robin’s side. 

‘You are wishing you were not here?’ he said in perfect English. 

Robin inclined his head.

‘Be patient my friend,’ smiled the man. ‘For the best is yet to come.’



Part 8



Marian smiled as Katherine entered the room. 

‘Your hair is wet,’ Katherine exclaimed.

Marian laughed.  The first time Katherine had heard her do so.

‘The rain felt so nice,’ Marian explained.

‘Then you walked across to the window,’ Katherine stated.

Marian’s smile vanished.  Slowly she raised herself off the bed and again crossed the room. 

‘That is really not so bad my dear,’ said Katherine kindly.  ‘I was afraid for a time that you would not walk at all.’

‘I am not sure that would have been better.  In fact,’ said Marian bitterly.  ‘It might have been better if I had not lived.’

‘How can you say that?’

‘Because,’ Marian replied, fighting her tears but losing the battle.  ‘Because now all I will do is think of him.  Wondering what he is doing.  If he is happy.  If he is learning how to forget me.’

‘But surely when you are quite well you can return home,’ remarked Katherine. 

‘No!’ snapped Marian, more vehemently than she intended. 

‘He will still love you surely?’ Katherine went on.  ‘That would not change just because…’

‘No,’ Marian again said, although quieter this time.  ‘I will not be a burden to him.  There is still so much to put right back in England.  I cannot have him worrying over me all the time.  It is better this way.’

‘Better for whom?’ Katherine asked. 

But Marian shook her head and sank back down onto the bed. 

‘He will already be getting over me,’ she said quietly.  ‘And the marks on me will always be a reminder of what can never be.’

‘Children,’ said Katherine softly.  And then she understood.  The Lady Marian wanted children and it was not the marks that Robin would always be faced with.  It was the fact that Robin’s presence would always remind Marian of a door that was now closed to her.  The door that defined her as a woman.  Perhaps she was right to forget this man after all.

As Katherine recalled her soldier husband, long dead to her, she wondered if she would rather have him with her today, disfigured and crippled as he would have been, than not at all.  It was a question she would never have the luxury of knowing the answer to.

‘What will you do?’ Katherine asked, coming and sitting next to Marian. 

‘I do not know Katherine.  Only that I will not go back.’

Katherine took Marian’s hand in hers and silently they watched the sky clear.  As dusk fell and Marian slumbered once more, Katherine eased herself off the bed and quietly stole out of the room.

Despite what Marian had said, Katherine had made up her mind.  She would not keep the truth from Robin of Locksley, she owed Marian that much.  But she would implore him to return for his lost love.  If he were the man the King had once talked about then he would come.



Part 9



‘There is more?’ Robin asked of the big man sitting beside him.

‘Well worth the wait my friend,’ the man grinned lasciviously.

Robin had had enough.  If he had to sit through one more singing routine he was sure he would pass out.  Even Much, replete with food now, had sunk into a sleep depraved stupor.   

Robin made to get up, but a large hand pushed him back down onto his cushion. 

‘You are making a mistake my friend,’ the Saracen said.  ‘Look.’

Robin’s surprise at seeing King Richard enter the room was quickly replaced by awe, as a beautiful Egyptian girl followed in the King’s wake, and took up a position in the centre of the room. 

Once more the musicians struck up their instruments, but she was not here to sing. 

She was here to dance.

She was dressed simply, her ornaments few, and yet this somehow made her all the more striking.  An incandescent green tunic clung to her upper body and at her throat she wore a single bronze necklace with a pendant in the shape of the sun.  Her skirt, the colour of amethyst and made of gauzy material, was full and flowing. As she spun round it flared out and revealed long, shapely legs. 

And yet none of this would have held Robin’s attention for long. 

That is until she smiled at him.  It was only a second or two, and at complete odds with the serious mood of her dance.  And as she did so he understood it had been for him, and him alone. 

He felt a jolt to his heart that he recognised from long ago.  The day he had stood on Marian’s doorstep at Knighton Hall, she pointing an arrow at him, on his return from the Holy Land.  A lifetime ago. 

And as that image of Marian came to mind, he tore his eyes away from the dancer, unwilling to look anymore.

King Richard came over to Robin and shook his hand heartily, inclining his head at Much at the same time.

‘I am sorry I was late to greet you Robin.  But,’ he laughed.  ‘I can see my arrival has come at an inopportune time.’  He nodded at the girl and Robin returned his attention to her once again, more out of politeness to King Richard than anything.  And for a second time he felt his heart leap as her eyes met his.  

Determinedly Robin turned back to King Richard and smiled awkwardly. 

‘It’s okay,’ Richard smiled.  ‘Enjoy.  After all we have little enough to smile about these days.’

At his words Robin immediately felt guilty.  His mission here, as he understood it, was to help protect the King, find out who his enemies were, and to try and bring the peace treaty back on track.  

Robin made to speak but Richard put up his hands.  ‘No Robin.  Tonight we relax.  There is time enough to dwell on the troubles we are facing.’

They all turned their attention back to the girl. 

All too soon the music stopped.  Hands were clapped and one by one men hauled themselves to their feet. 

Without warning Robin discovered a soft hand under his chin and he found himself staring into the most mesmerising liquid brown eyes. 

‘Do not be sad,’ she whispered. 

And then she was gone.


Part 10



Marian felt herself drifting off. 

She felt calmer tonight than she had in a long time.  She had come to a decision. 

She was going to accompany Katherine to the children’s sanctuary on the outskirts of town.  Volunteers were always needed.  She knew Katherine had some misgivings, and she could understand why, but when she had seen the faces on those children, who had lost parents in the fighting, she knew she could not turn her back on them. 

She had been spared death for a reason.  Perhaps it was to do more than just belong to one man alone.  

……….  

As they made their way through the deserted alleyways Robin’s head was still filled with the moment that had passed between him and the dancer.  A moment he would prefer to forget.  As they came to a stop he almost ran into the back of King Richard, so lost in thought was he. 

‘You will rest here tonight my friends,’ said Richard.  ‘Hopefully you will find everything you need.  Tomorrow I will return and we will talk of what is to be done.’

‘Shouldn’t we come with you?’ Robin asked, weariness evident in his voice.  ‘I thought our purpose of coming here was to protect you.’

‘Richard smiled.  ‘You could not protect a flea tonight my friend.  Please, all is in hand for this night.  You must both rest or you will be no use to me at all.’

Robin could see the sense in this. 

‘Till tomorrow then,’ smiled Richard. 

As he, and the guard he had brought with him, turned to leave, Robin cleared his throat. 

Richard turned around.  The two men’s eyes met. 

‘She is called Solitaire my friend.  Perhaps she will dance in your dreams tonight.’

And with that King Richard and his men made their way down the alleyway and disappeared. 

As Robin and Much entered their room they found Richard had been true to his word.  Beds, food, water, even spare clothes, were laid out for them. 

‘Tonight I will sleep like the dead,’ said Much, as he sank gratefully onto his bed, and lay back, closing his yes. 

Robin smiled.  Much hadn’t even removed his boots and already he was snoring. 

Despite his tiredness Robin had a quick check around.  They may have only just arrived but already their presence here would be known and speculated on.  He did not want to find them at the mercy of the King’s enemies before they had even started their mission.  Unfortunately, they were in a one-roomed dwelling that had only one doorway – not ideal. 

Robin removed his boots and placed his sword beside his bed, tucking a further small dagger under his head.  No point in taking chances, not even with fleas. 

………………

Katherine gently pushed open the door and entered Marian’s room.  Soft moonlight poured through the un-shuttered window and bathed the girl’s face. This was not a face that a man could so easily forget, she thought, especially a man in love. 

It would be a long time before her message got to England and then to Nottinghamshire, but Katherine was sure that the minute he received the message he would be on the next boat out here.  

Marian’s breathing was soft and even.  Her face peaceful.  They walked through the forest, holding hands, birdsong filling the air.  No need for words.  All thoughts communicated through the touch of their fingers.  All desires held in check – a delicious promise that was yet to come.  He had asked her to marry him.  They were to become man and wife.  Her and Robin. 

……………..

She danced in his dreams.  In green and purple, the light bouncing off the sun at her throat.

His eyes moved from her painted toes, along the contours of her body, finally resting on her face.  The beautiful face of his wife.  Promise me you’ll go on fighting she whispered as she bent down and put her hand under his chin.  Promise me Robin. 

He woke with a start, filled once again with that never-ending longing for her.  

Tears slid from the corners of his eyes to land softly on the cushion under his head. 

He lay for a moment or two, willing sleep to return, but knew it would not.  

Carefully he got up, pulled on his boots, and slipped out into the velvet night.  It seemed he was destined to walk the night here in Acre as he had done so many times under the trees of Sherwood Forest. 

Same moon, same stars, same heartache.



Part 11



‘Where have you been?’ 

Robin sank onto his bed and pulled off his boots. 

‘Oh.  Don’t tell me.’

Much came over and settled himself down next to his friend and master.  

‘You’ve got to stop this night-time wandering Master.  It scares the hell out of me.  What if something should happen to you?’

‘I am sorry Much.’  And he truly meant it.  He knew Much would give his right arm to be back in Nottingham right now.  And yet here he was.  For Much’s sake, if not for his own, then he must try and “get over her” or at least give that impression. 

To lighten the mood Robin pointed at the large basket of food that had magically appeared sometime during the night.  But Much could not summon a smile.

‘Much?’

‘Exactly,’ said Much sullenly. 

‘What do you mean, “exactly”?’

‘Don’t you see,’ sulked Much.  ‘This food arrived without me waking.  It could have been someone stealing in to slit our throats and I would never have known.  That’s why I need you to stop wondering off all night.’

‘You are right Much,’ Robin admitted.  ‘And I will do my best.  I promise.  Perhaps you should tie me down,’ he smiled.  

‘Yes.  Well, I would do that if I thought it would help.  But if we were attacked in the night, a fat lot of help you would be, all tied up.’

Robin smiled again. 

The inane banter he often shared with Much was something he needed more than his friend would ever know.  It kept him grounded when the pain of her absence threatened to overwhelm him. 

Much threw a bread roll at Robin.

‘Here.  If you won’t sleep at least eat.  We might need our strength.’

‘Indeed you might,’ came a voice from outside the doorway, and King Richard pushed aside the heavy material covering the door and stepped inside. 

‘Your Majesty,’ Much bowed. 

‘There is no need for formalities my friend,’ said Richard smiling.  ‘Please continue eating.’

Much didn’t need to be prompted. 

‘And now to business gentlemen.  I am sorry about last evening.  I know you were both tired but there was a good reason for it.’

Robin waited, wondering what a night of indulgences had to do with protecting the King. 

‘There were two people I wanted you to meet last night.  And I will introduce you formally at some point. But I wanted an unbiased opinion first.’

Richard sought Robin’s eyes. 

‘The large Saracen who sat next to you Robin.’

‘Yes?’

‘His name is Solomon.  He is most influential in these parts.  And more than a little wealthy.  Although I have some, how shall we say, “doubts” as to how he came into that wealth.’

Robin wondered where this was leading.

‘You seemed to get on well?’ 

‘Yes I liked him,’ Robin replied.

‘And you would trust him?’

Robin thought for a moment. 

‘Yes.’

‘Good.  I am glad to hear that.  I always knew you were a good judge of men.  May I?’  Richard helped himself to a date.  

‘And Solitaire?  You liked her also?’

What kind of question was that?  Robin felt himself blushing and Richard laughed.

‘I am sorry Robin.  I could have put that better.  Of course you liked her.  Everyone does.  She is a beautiful girl, and quite a beautiful dancer.’

Robin felt his pulse quicken at this talk of her and he recalled her hand under his chin and her large eyes staring straight at him. 

‘And,’ Richard went on.  ‘She is a gift.  A gift for Saladin when the peace treaty is finally signed.’ 

Robin shook his head, as though to make sure he had heard correctly.

‘A gift?’

‘Yes,’ said Richard.  ‘Let me explain.’ 

Richard settled himself into one of the cushions on the floor, and indicated to his guards who were just outside the door to make themselves comfortable. 

‘Solitaire was sold by her family to a wealthy but sadistic Saracen about a year ago.  She had upset her family by not entering into an arranged marriage.  The man she was sold to did not treat her well I understand, but shortly after she arrived he died in mysterious circumstances.  It just so happened that whilst I went to watch her dancing one evening, an attempt was made on my life.  It was Solitaire who warned me and if it had not been for her I might not be talking to you now.’

Richard paused to eat some more and then continued.

‘I took her under my protection.  She had come to the attention of Solomon and when it looked like the peace treaty was faltering he rashly promised her to Saladin, as a gift.  Apparently,’ Richard chuckled, ‘War is not good for business.’ 

‘And the girl?’  Robin finally spoke.  ‘She is in agreement with this?’

‘Robin.  I can see how you would find this a little “uncomfortable” but this is the way things work over here.  You should know that.  And, to answer your question.  Solitaire is happy with this agreement.  For all that we are at war with each other, I have a great deal of respect for Saladin.  He is an honourable man and I believe Solitaire will be well treated.’

‘I do not see how this has anything to do with us protecting you,’ Robin blurted out, rather more angrily than he intended. 

‘I am sorry,’ Richard replied.  ‘For I must admit to having misled you somewhat when I sent my message to England.’

Robin again waited, sorry for his outburst.  

‘It is not me I want you to protect.  It is Solitaire.’

Marian had to admit that she was having some doubts about her decision to remain in the Holy Land.  Robin was devastated when she “died”.  Now she had the chance to go back to him.  So why was she not taking that chance?

Was it truly because of the way she found herself now, maimed by Gisborne’s sword? Or was it just foolish pride? 

Perhaps it was something nobler than that?  The old adage that time is a great healer might well have some truth to it and perhaps Robin was indeed coming to terms with her “death” and moving on. 

Or was it none of these things? 

Because in her darkest moments the thoughts that kept her awake at night, that moved her to tears in the dark, were that he had found love again. 

She did not want to believe this could be true. But, as she walked in the night, when sleep would not come, she would whisper his name, and he no longer seemed to answer. 

………………..

He hardly recognised her.  That is until she raised her big brown eyes to meet his. 

She was wearing baggy grey pantaloons and an equally grey tunic that came almost up to her neck.  Only the necklace, shaped like a sun, remained.  Her hair was no longer elaborately braided and adorned with small gold flowers, but pulled back from her face and tied simply with a piece of white cotton, the heavy locks hanging down her back. 

But those eyes. 

The King gave Much an amused look. 

‘Gentlemen,’ Richard said.  ‘Allow me to introduce you to Solitaire.’

She gave a little bow, and studied the faces of Robin and Much.  

‘My dear,’ Richard continued, turning to the girl.  ‘These are the men I spoke of.  I think very highly of them and they both served me well when last they were here.  Robin here is one of the greatest archers I have ever seen and will be able to protect you, even from a distance.  You will be able to go about your business and I will be able to breathe easier.’

‘Richard.  I have told you time and time again, I do not need a bodyguard.’ 

Her English was perfect, her tone defiant. 

That’s no way to talk to the King of England Much thought, but Richard smiled at her indulgently and continued as though she had not spoken. 

‘And now I know you are in safe hands I must go and speak to Solomon.  Gentlemen.  Solitaire.’ 

King Richard stepped outside leaving the three of them staring at one another.

It was Solitaire who broke the silence. 

‘Well.  It seems I am, how do you say, stuck with you.’

‘We’re really nice people,’ Much stammered, for want of something to say.  ‘Would you like a date.  To eat I mean,’ he quickly added. 

Robin came to his rescue.  

‘Solitaire.  A very unusual name.  Not your real one I assume?’

‘No, it is not my real name, but it is the name I choose.  I always dance alone.’

‘Yes well,’ Robin replied.  ‘I have more than one name but my second one was chosen for me when I became an outlaw back home in England.’

‘Robin Hood,’ she said and laughed, her whole face lighting up.  ‘What funny people you are.’ 

Much didn’t know whether to laugh or not.  He was sure she was making fun of them. 

‘You still haven’t answered my question,’ said Robin determinedly.  

‘My name is Femi,’ she replied. 

‘Femi.’  Robin rolled the name around on his tongue for a moment and then his eyes lit up. 

‘Femi.  It means love in Egyptian.’ 

‘Very good,’ she said.  ‘You speak more than one tongue.’

‘When we were here before,’ Robin explained.  ‘It wasn’t all fighting from morning till night.  There was a lot of waiting around.’

Much nodded vigorously.  

‘And I needed to do something to occupy my mind.  However, the only other Egyptian I learned was, and he leaned forward and whispered in her ear.

‘What,’ she laughed.  ‘Don’t forget to feed the goat.’

‘Well it might have come in handy some time,’ he grinned.  ‘Mind you.  I didn’t know it meant that at the time.  I think someone was pulling my leg.’

‘Why would someone want to “pull your leg”?’ she asked. 

‘It means playing a joke.  You know what…’

‘Yes.  I know what a joke means.  And I think that a joke is being played on me by your King.  I do not need to be followed around by two men day and night.  I am perfectly capable of looking after myself.  I do not need men telling me what I can and cannot do.’ 

Robin drew in a sharp intake of breath. 

Marian had once said that very same thing. It was as though she was standing in front of him now.  

His change of expression did not go unnoticed by Solitaire.  She ceased her tirade and walked up to him.

‘You are sad Robin of Locksley.  Robin Hood.  I have made you sad.’

Robin shook his head unable to speak. 

If Marian’s spirit did indeed roam the streets of Acre, then it had surely touched this girl.  And if that was the case, then how in this world could he do what the King had asked him to do. 

In that moment his resolve to “get over her” crumbled, and he made an escape out of the doorway.

He weaved his way through the alleys, already familiar after his earlier night wanderings.  Finding a quiet one, pooled in shadows, he lowered himself down against the cool white wall and buried his head in his hands.



Part 13



Marian leant against the wall, glad of its support.  Not knowing why she had stumbled when she had been walking so well of late. 

Katherine and Lilian were still rummaging in the market stalls and had not noticed Marian slip quietly down an alley. 

The small market was being held in a square where Marian had been once before.  In a place where she had stood over an injured King Richard.  In a place where she had declared her love for Robin Hood, and in a place where Guy of Gisborne had stabbed her and left her for dead. 

Even now, she could recall the look of disbelief, followed by furious anger and, just before she fell to the ground, run through by his sword, the look of disbelief once more.  She did not forgive him.  She would never forgive him. 

As the memories flooded back, Marian realised she needed a moment to herself.

The alleyway was cool and quiet.  She leant against a wall and stilled her breathing.  It was not Katherine’s fault.  She did not know that this was where it had happened. 

‘Oh Robin, how I need you,’ she thought.  Immediately followed by another thought. ‘I must go back to him.  Back to my beloved husband.’

She wiped away her tears and started to smile.  I’m going home she thought.  When the next boat sails to England, I will be on it.

‘Do you hear me Robin,’ she whispered to the heat filled air.  ‘I’m coming home.’

……………….

Solitaire came and sat down next to Much. 

‘He still misses her yes?’

Much turned and looked into the girl’s eyes.  Without her finery, and dressed as she was, he no longer felt in awe of her. 

‘You know about Marian?’

‘Richard told me what had happened before you all sailed back to England.  I suppose he felt I should know a little about the men he has asked to protect me.’

‘Then you will not…you will not..’ Much faltered, not knowing how to put it. 

She gazed into Much’s trusting eyes.  ‘I will not what Much?’

‘Hurt him,’ Much said softly.  

‘You care for this man a lot,’ she replied, equally softly.  

‘I owe him everything.’

‘Do not worry,’ she said.  ‘It seems his heart still belongs to her, even in death.  And besides, I am promised, as you know.’ 

‘And you do not mind?’ he asked.  

‘Compared to some of the things I have had to endure in my life?  The answer is no.  I do not mind.’  She inclined her head towards the fruit bowl.  ‘Could I have that date now Much?’

Much handed one to her and smiled.  Perhaps it would not be so bad. After all, how hard could it be to protect one woman. 

Then Robin walked through the doorway and Much hastily retracted that last thought. 

‘I should go,’ said Solitaire, standing up. ‘It is late and believe me, you will both want to be rested when you accompany me tomorrow.  I do a lot more than dancing.’

‘I’ll go with you,’ said Robin.  ‘Richard said you are to be protected at all times.’

Solitaire nodded at Much, who had also risen to his feet. 

‘Is it far?’ Robin asked.

‘No.  Just two streets away.’

‘Much.  You can stay here.  I’ll be back in a moment.’

Much went to protest, meaning to point out that the King had instructed for both of them to protect her, but Robin had already led Solitaire outside and Much wondered if perhaps he wanted a moment alone with her.

‘You have changed your mind,’ said Robin, as he walked beside Solitaire down the quiet alleyway.

‘About what?’ 

‘About us protecting you?’

She laughed softly.  ‘Yes.  I was being, how do you say…’  She looked at Robin enquiringly.

‘Stubborn?’ he suggested.

‘I was thinking strong willed.  But your word is better.’

She stopped walking as they reached an open doorway.  The sound of music and the babble of voices came from within. 

‘We are here,’ she stated.

‘This is where you live?’

‘For the most part.’

‘But it’s…. it’s…’

‘A house for the night ladies,’ she replied, helping him out.  ‘How did you know that?’

Robin coloured, and looked as though he wished he were anywhere but standing here with her.  

‘Perhaps there is someone here you wish to be remembered to?’

Robin met her eyes and then laughed.  He could see she was teasing him.  And he did not mind.  

She noted his look of concern.   ‘Do not worry,’ she said, as though reading his thoughts.  ‘I do not work here.  Only sleep.  I am quite safe.’

And with these words she disappeared inside.



Part 14

Solitaire was true to her word. 

After a night of rest, it was all Robin and Much could do to keep up with her the following day. 

Still dressed as on the previous evening, but with the addition of a large woven basket on her arm, she led them from alleyway to alleyway, from square to square, seeking out people who needed her help.  The old left to fend for themselves, their sons killed in the fighting.  The women folk with no husbands.  And the children, homeless and often parentless, who roamed the streets and looked for her.  

At first, Robin and Much kept their distance, sometimes together, sometimes apart, keeping watch over Solitaire.  They were amazed by her stamina, the endless energy that propelled her through the streets of Acre. 

As the day wore on, they realised their presence had become fairly obvious.  The children especially were keen to see the infidels who followed their ministering angel. 

As Solitaire came out of a house with yet another heavy load of food and clothing, she found herself smiling as the two men took some of the load and helped hand it out to those that needed it. 

‘When she said she didn’t just do dancing, I didn’t expect this,’ Robin commented, as they followed Solitaire down yet another alleyway. 

‘The Night Watchman of Acre,’ mumbled Much.  He stole a glance at Robin.  ‘Sorry.  I didn’t mean to…’ 

‘It’s alright Much.  Really it is.’

And he meant it.  Despite the strangeness of the day, Robin realised he was quite enjoying himself.  Perhaps, as in Nottingham, helping those who were unable to help themselves did act as a salve on his wounded heart.  Or perhaps it was no more than he had found himself enjoying her company.  And, he realised, he was looking forward to the end of the day and the promise of her dancing once more. 

Robin and Much left Solitaire at her night residence to change and they returned an hour later to escort her to a large house on the outskirts of the town.  There they learned it was Solomon’s house and he was having a party with Solitaire being the star attraction. 

‘Ahh.  My friends. You are welcome.  Come in,’ boomed Solomon. 

Robin and much entered the room.  The air was heavy with smoke from a fire burning along the back wall, over which meat of some description was cooking.  Again, the centre of the floor was empty but for a large and intricately coloured rug.  And again, men sprawled around its perimeter waiting for the main event – Solitaire. 

At first, Robin hardly recognised her as the girl they had trailed all over town with. 

Her clothes were of the deepest red, edged with gold sequins.  Gold anklets and a myriad of bracelets adorned her ankles and arms.  Her dark hair tumbled down her back interlaced with tiny gold flowers.   And the necklace, in the shape of a sun, once more encircled her neck. 

She was quite exquisite and Robin again felt his pulse quicken, as he had that first night he had seen her, and recognised a desire that the daytime with her had not wrought. 

I am tired he thought, and it is how she is dressed, how she moves, that is making me feel this way.  She is no more than a young girl, making money by dancing for men’s pleasure and then giving it away to the poor.  She robs these men as quickly and as easily as we robbed with our bow and arrow back in Sherwood.  What is more, she does it without them even realising.  And that was when Robin knew he wanted to know her better.  A whole lot better.



Part 15 



‘Are you sure my dear?’ Katherine asked. 

Again Marian nodded. 

‘Yes, I am sure.   I really cannot face the rest of my days without him, or at least knowing that he is happy without me.’

‘So what will you do when you get to Nottingham?’

‘I will find out how he is.  If he still needs me.’

‘And if he does not?’ said Katherine, voicing Marian’s fear.  

‘Then I will leave,’ Marian answered softly.  ‘I have found out that I can still be useful.  Whatever happens, I will make sure that my continued existence has not been in vain.’ 

‘I will miss you,’ said Katherine, changing the subject.

‘And I you,’ Marian replied.  But in truth, the day the next boat sailed to England could not come soon enough.

…………………..

Despite being drawn to Solitaire, Robin had enough awareness to know that he needed to keep his ears and eyes open for any sign of trouble.  Any one of the men in this room could be the one trying to destroy the path to peace.  And targeting Solitaire would be just another demonstration of that desire for the war to continue by those who had something to profit by it. 

He turned back to her and clapped along with the others as she finished her dance.  Once again their eyes met, and this time it was she who appeared sad. 

She suddenly looked so vulnerable, standing there surrounded by men and yet alone. He wanted to hold her and show that he understood how she felt. 

But why now? 

Why, when until tonight every sinew in his body cried out for Marian.  Was it no more than male lust, brought on by the magical qualities of her dance and attire, the fragrance in the air, and the red richness of a goblet of wine?  Or had he decided, finally, to let go of Marian and to move on? 

And then, sick at heart, he realised, that whatever the reason, it didn’t matter.  She was promised to Saladin, and by none other than King Richard himself. 

Robin downed another goblet of wine without thinking and longed for the night to be over.



Part 16


Solitaire had told them she would be staying in Solomon’s house that night, with two friends of hers, who worked at a sanctuary on the outskirts of town.

Solomon had more than enough men to keep watch over her and with some small hesitation the two men finally agreed to return to their quarters for the night.  They would be back the following morning to escort Solitaire on her “rounds” once more.

Robin felt particularly tired, and knew he had made a mistake in downing that last goblet of wine.  He had also made a mistake in letting his heart open up to the possibility of a liaison with Solitaire.  She was promised to another and he had promised himself there would be no one after Marian. 

But right now he had no time for these heavy thoughts.  He just wanted to take off his boots and lie down. 

‘We’re here Master,’ remarked Much, as Robin almost walked past their door. 

Once inside, Much set about lighting candles.  The one window was small and did not let in the light well, and dusk was coming on in any case. 

Robin walked towards his bed, knocking a small table on route.

‘You’re drunk!’

‘I am not drunk Much.  I had no more than two goblets of wine.’

Although he had to admit he wasn’t feeling too good. 

‘Here,’ said Much.  ‘Sit down and drink some water.’

Gratefully Robin sunk onto a cushion and drank thirstily. 

‘You’re gonna feel like hell tomorrow,’ chortled Much, shaking his head at his master.

‘I feel like hell now,’ Robin replied, water spilling down his chin. 

‘Well, serves you right,’ Much remonstrated. ‘Look after Solitaire.  Find out what you can about the King’s enemies.  Not drink too much.  I’m surprised you made it back here at all.’

Robin wished Much would just shut up.  Something didn’t feel right here.  In fact something felt very wrong indeed.  The pains in his arms surely didn’t come from drinking too much.  He knew what that felt like. 

‘Much?’

‘No.  I’m not saying another word.  Except maybe I told you so..’

‘Much?’

Something in Robin’s voice caused Much to stop fiddling and turn and look at him. 

Much’s eyes widened.

‘Master.  You look terrible.’

‘I feel terrible Much.  And I don’t think it was just the wine I was drinking.’ 

He stopped talking as a griping pain took hold of his stomach.  For a moment he could hardly breath.  A gnawing fear clutched at him. 

‘Master.  Robin.’ 

Much was sitting in front of him now, holding Robin by the shoulders. 

‘What is it?’

‘I’m not sure,’ Robin managed.  ‘But I think I may have been poisoned.’

‘In the drink?’

Robin nodded.  

‘Oh my God.  What’ll I do?’  Much looked truly scared. 

Robin met his eyes and an unspoken fear passed between the two men. 

Much took a deep breath.  He had to pull himself together for Robin’s sake. 

‘The bazaar.  I’ll go to the bazaar.  I’ve seen someone there.  A girl with potions.  Maybe she can….’  Much decided to stop his useless gibbering.  He’s going to die he thought. 

Robin tried to smile.  ‘Just go Much.  Go and find help.’ 

Much nodded but still lingered.

‘Go Much.  Now!’

Robin waited until Much had gone before he lowered himself to the floor. 

The bazaar is closed he thought.  And Much will have no idea where to go.  

Already Robin wondered if it was too late.

The pain had now spread from his arms to his entire body and as the room blurred he realised he was about to lose consciousness.   Some instinct told him to concentrate on not letting this happen.  

He was desperately thirsty again.  In his haste to get help, Much had left the water jug on the other side of the room. 

Robin was also concerned that whoever had done this to him might yet seek him out to make sure the job was finished or indeed to finish him off, and therefore a weapon might come in handy. 

He looked around the room for his sword, smiling grimly as he knew he probably wouldn’t be able to hold it, let alone wield it, but all the same he would feel better if it was on his person. 

Lastly, and by no means least, his bladder was telling him that it no longer wanted to be ignored.  

The room took on a darker hue.  Don’t lose consciousness he again thought.  Concentrate on the water, the sword, and your damn bladder.  

Well, the water was too far away for him to crawl to in his present state, that much was obvious.  His sword too, he saw was laying on the mantel and he had no chance of hoisting himself up to get it. And it was too late to worry about the latter. 

Intense pain racked his entire body.  He pulled himself along by a few inches and then gave up. Gasping for breath he found his face on the floor and he tasted the dust on the cold stonework underneath him. 

So this was how he was going to die.  Not pierced by an arrow.  Not run through by a sword.  But lying on a hard stone floor, bathed in his own sweat and urine.  He tasted blood in his mouth as he bit down to stop from crying out. 

The room grew darker still. 

‘Marian,’ he exhaled into the stonework. 

Marian flinched in her sleep.


Part 18



Three more weeks before a boat would sail. 

Now that Marian had made up her mind to return to England, the day of leaving could not come quickly enough. 

The constant heat and flies.  The pitiful faces of the children, and the never-ending demands for food or money or both.  She was truly sick of it. 

And that was not all.  

Last night, as she sat outside in the cooling dusk, staring once more into the night sky, and wondering if he too was awake (not knowing if it was night or day in England), she had felt a shiver come over her that had nothing to do with the falling temperature. 

Even when inside once more, she had been unable to shake off her trembling.  She wondered if she was coming down with some illness or fever. How awful would that be?  To have survived a near fatal stabbing only to die of some foreign ailment.

Marian resolved to try and sleep.  She must stay well.  She must stay strong.  She had to be on that boat.

……………………

Please let her be safe and well Robin begged, as he gazed into the night sky, wishing he had another layer on now that the chill of night was approaching. 

He looked up at the stars, wondering at their patterns and found to his dismay that he could not remember the stars over Sherwood Forest. 

Are you up there he silently questioned.  And will you forgive me if I love again. 

Because he knew, as he waited full of inner turmoil for Much’s return, that Solitaire was increasingly in his thoughts.  And it was both a delicious feeling and one of torment.  Delicious to yearn for the delights of a female again and yet torment because she could not be his.  Not ever.  

Am I, he wondered, always destined to be alone?

And the stars were just stars.  He would not find his answer out here. 

He resolved to try and sleep. 

If Solitaire was dead he thought, as he lay down, then he would leave.  Leave and return to England, despite what else the King might ask of him. 

If I lose someone else I care for in this God forsaken place then I need to be on that next boat home – to England. 

Robin slept.

Marian slept.

And the dawn prayer rang out over the streets of Acre once again.



Part 19



‘Robin.  Are you awake?’ 

Someone was softly shaking him.  

Robin opened his eyes and regarded Much gravely.  

‘She’s alright,’ Much immediately said, and noted the relief on Robin’s face. 

‘You’ve been gone all night Much?’

‘No.  I was here.  You’ve been asleep all night.  For once.  Actually, Ameena gave me something to put in your water.  Said it would help you sleep.  And it seems to have done the trick.  You look one hundred times better this morning.’

Much indicated a plate of food.  ‘Breakfast?’

Robin gulped, excused himself, and bolted out the doorway. 

‘Maybe not,’ Much muttered, helping himself to some bread. 

A short while later Robin returned and gratefully downed a large cup of water.  

‘Er…when I said one hundred times better, I actually meant ninety eight,’ Much grinned. 

‘I’m surprised you can count that high,’ Robin smiled. 

‘Now I know you’re better,’ Much grinned back.  ‘Ever ready to attack the under educated.’ 

‘I’m sorry Much.  But you do tend to walk into it sometimes.’

‘So how come you’re the one who got poisoned then?’ Much replied smugly.

‘Because I have a weakness for wine?’

‘Wrong answer.  A weakness for women more like.’

Robin’s face clouded over. 

‘I’ve put my foot in it again, haven’t I?’

Robin sighed. 

‘No Much.  You’re right.  As usual.’

‘Master,’ said Much solemnly.  ‘You have to be careful.  Promise me you won’t do anything stupid.’

‘What can I possibly do Much.  She’s promised to Saladin, by our King.’ 

‘Then you’ll let it go?’

‘Much.  That may be assuming a little too much.’

‘Assuming what?’ Solitaire asked as she walked through their door.   ‘Are you alright?’ she immediately asked Robin.  

‘Me?  Why didn’t you wait for us to come and get you?  If the King knew…’

‘Knew what Robin?’ said Richard, following Solitaire into the room.  

Robin regarded Much. 

‘You told them.’

‘I was worried about you.  That was all,’ said Much defensively.  

‘This is not good,’ said Richard.  ‘Whoever tried to kill you is still out there.  I have told Solitaire she is to say with you and Much at all times.  And I have doubled my guards.  Saladin is on his way to Tyre even as we speak.  If we can get Solitaire safely to him, and I can get the treaty signed, it cannot come soon enough.’ 

He turned to Solitaire.  ‘You must say with Robin and Much.  No street walking.  No dancing.’

‘But…’

‘And no buts.’ 

Richard again turned to Robin.  ‘Make sure she does as she is told.’

‘Of course your Majesty.’

Richard kissed Solitaire lightly on the cheek.  ‘My dear.’ 

He nodded at the two men and joined his guard outside. 

‘Cards anyone?’ offered Much.



Part 20



‘Can I at least collect some of my things?’ Solitaire asked. 

‘Of course,’ Robin replied.  ‘I’ll come with you.’

‘Wait for…………me,’ Much said to the departing figures.  He shook his head. 

‘Are you sure you’re alright?’ Solitaire again asked, as they rounded the corner. 

‘When Much told me what happened.’ 

‘It was my own fault,’ Robin admitted.  ‘I should have been paying more attention.’

‘Instead of watching me,’ she replied, turning to him and looking him in the eye. 

Robin’s heartbeat quickened.  ‘You’re hard not to watch,’ he said. 

She smiled to herself. 

‘So,’ Robin continued.  ‘How did you get into this, what did the King call it?  Street walking?’

She laughed.  ‘I think there is another meaning for that in this country.  But I know what he means.  It just happened,’ she said, as they arrived at her door.

‘Tell me.’

‘Some of the children who go to the sanctuary do not stay there.  They want to be here, where their parents lived.  One night I stumbled upon some as I was coming home from a dance.  I gave them some money.  The next day they turned up on my doorstep.  That is how it started,’ she said. 

She took Robin unthinkingly by the hand and led him through a labyrinth of corridors to her room.  

Busying herself collecting personal items, she carried on talking. 

‘Don’t get me wrong Robin.  The sanctuary is a lovely place and the Sisters are very kind.  But most of them are quite old.  Some are trained nurses, but many are not.  They are the washerwomen who lived and worked alongside the army.  Most have nowhere else to go and no one to go home to. There are one or two younger ones.  Like the lady with the limp.’

‘Who?’ Robin asked.

‘I have not spoken to her, but the children seem to like her.  English she is, and pretty by all accounts.  I think perhaps her husband was a soldier here.  Some of the wives of the King’s Guard followed their husbands out here.’

‘You seem to know a lot,’ he smiled.  

‘It’s amazing what snippets of conversation you can pick up whilst dancing,’ she smiled back.  ‘I just need to speak to a couple of my friends here Robin.  I will not be long.’

She left him sitting on her bed, gazing round at her things.  The room was small, her bed in its centre.  There was little other furniture to speak of, except for one low chair in a corner.  The walls, however, were adorned by her various dance costumes, in every colour imaginable.  He felt like he was sitting inside a walled rainbow.

And he should not just be sitting he thought.   Maybe the poison still coursed his veins.  They should be leaving.  Getting back to Much.  Somehow he seemed to have lost his sense of purpose. 

When Solitaire returned she came and sat next to him and took hold of his hand.  He did not attempt to pull away. 

Their eyes met and something unspoken passed between them.  

‘We should go back,’ he said. 

‘Yes.  I suppose so,’ she replied haltingly. 

‘What is it?’ he asked.  

She turned to him, her expression a little sad.  Yet at the same time there was a knowing look about her. 

He waited, his heart pounding.

‘All my life,’ she said.  ‘I have been forced to go with men I did not want or like, against my will.’  She paused, as though making a decision, and then carried on.

‘Firstly my father.’

Robin’s eyes flickered but she paid no attention, determined to say her piece. 

‘And then the cruel man he sold me to, amongst others.  Even Saladin, who I believe will treat me well, is not of my choosing.  Just for once I would like to be with a man because it is my idea.’

Again she looked at him, and it was plain to her that he knew exactly what she was talking about.  

Yet still he hesitated.  

‘This will just make things harder for us,’ he said softly, willing her to let him go because he didn’t have the strength right then to walk away himself.

Instead she put his hand to her lips, a strange gesture, and planted soft kisses on the back of it.  Then raising her eyes to meet his she said, ‘I think it is already too late for you to change your mind.’ 

And as he lay down on the bed with her he decided that she was probably right.



Part 21



‘Marian,’ Katherine hissed.  ‘Not down there.’

‘But the boy,’ Marian replied urgently.  ‘He went this way.’

Ignoring Katherine, Marian headed down the dark alleyway, cursing her awkward gait for slowing her down.  

If the boy was hurt then they needed to find him and quickly. 

As Marian came to a halt outside the only lighted building, Katherine bustled up behind her.

‘Marian,’ said Katherine, almost beside herself.  ‘He is much too quick for us, and this is the last place we want to be standing at this late hour.’

‘I do not understand,’ Marian replied, wondering at the babble of voices coming from within the house and straining to hear the music behind its walls. 

‘This is a house of ill repute Lady Marian.  We must leave at once.’

Marian had to smile.  Dear Katherine, usually so soft and gentle, had become all stiff and starchy.  She reminded Marian of a nursemaid she had once had as a little girl.  A nursemaid who Robin liked to flick acorns at.  A nursemaid he liked to play tricks on, and a nursemaid who once gave him a thick ear for his troubles.  

‘Why are you smiling?’ Katherine asked, her head flicking back and forth.  

‘Oh nothing,’ Marian grinned.  ‘I was just thinking about a naughty little boy.’

Katherine looked at her quizzically, not quite sure what to make of the remark.  

‘Yes, well.  There are certainly a few of them in there.  Now please hurry,’ she pleaded. 

Again Marian smiled, but ruefully this time.  Hurrying was something she no longer had the luxury of being able to do. 

As she limped behind Katherine, sorry they had lost the little boy, she had a passing thought.  Robin had spent a long time in the Holy Land.  Had he ever visited this alleyway? 

She sighed.  Why was she taunting herself with these thoughts, when she should be concentrating on getting home, on finding him again. 

The man she loved, and the man who loved her, and only her.  


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Part 22



Everything about him was so different from all those heavy men she had found herself cursed with over the years. 

She was enthralled to find she could wrap her arms completely around him.  Her hand briefly found his scar, and she sealed it with a caressing touch. 

Just to hold him like this was enough for her, though not enough for the man she was sure.

And then in that moment, as he sought her mouth, she knew it was not enough. Could never be enough.  She had wanted to lie with a man of her own choosing, and now she did not want to let that man go. Not ever.  

…………..

If her lips had been Marian’s.  If her taste had been of Marian, he would not go through with it. He would tear himself away from her, despite the demands his body was making.  But they were not.  She was as exotic to him as the perfume she wore and the language she spoke.  And he went to her willingly because he was not reminded of Marian.  Because, for tonight only, he promised himself, he would allow himself this indulgence.

Nothing about it seemed real.  Nothing here was real.

Only the forest and the leaf-strewn ground and the cloudy sky.  And only Marian, riding or walking through it.  They were the only things that had been real in his life. 

And once there was peace here again, and Solitaire was gone, he would go back to that place and back to his memories. 

But as Solitaire caressed his scar and then suddenly held on tightly to him, he realised he was wrong. 

Solitaire was here, she was real, and Marian no longer walked or rode through the forest. 

Marian’s spirit was here, in this place, and perhaps it was here he belonged after all. 

And if he could have Solitaire, perhaps he would stay.  Forever.  

……………….

Marian cried.  Because the next boat was still several days away, and Robin could be drifting from her, even now.



Part 23



Much knew where he was of course. 

He paced the room.  Even the newly arrived plate of food could not stop his agitation. 

What was Robin playing at?  Playing with fire, that’s what. 

And they could not afford to play.  Since the poisoning this mission had become deadly serious. 

Why could he not have found another girl here, if he’d wanted one?  Of course, that was the trouble.  He did want one – and her name was Marian.   Perhaps he thought he would find it in Solitaire, but she was not the answer.  She belonged (or would belong) to Saladin.  

Much paced some more. 

Then stopped and studied the plate of food, wondering if he could manage just a little.  And as he stood there, Will and Djaq came to mind.  Much needed to talk to someone, anyone.  And for the moment Robin was lost to him.  

……………..

Will, open mouthed, dropped the plate he had been holding.  It smashed to smithereens on the hard stone floor. 

Djaq ran into the room, and stopped, also open-mouthed. 

‘Sorry,’ Much flustered.  ‘Didn’t mean to scare you.’

‘Much!’ exclaimed Djaq, recovering first.  ‘What are you doing here?’

‘Well, I came for a bit of a chat actually.’

‘You…came…for…a…bit…of….a….chat,’ echoed Will slowly.  

‘Well, obviously I didn’t just get on a boat just to see you for a chat.  But I…oh,’ Much grinned sheepishly at Djaq. 

‘Sit down Much,’ she said smiling.  ‘And start from the beginning.’

Much explained about the message from the King, and how he and Robin had left Allan and John in Nottingham and how they had come to the Holy Land. 

‘So where is Robin?’ Will asked.

‘What.  Right now?’

‘Yes.  Right now?’

‘Ahh,’ Much replied.

‘What does “ahh” mean?’

‘Well, I’m not exactly sure where he is.  That is, I think I know where he is.  And more to the point who he’s with.’ 

‘So you do know where he is?’ asked Will, a little exasperated. 

‘Well, he’s been a little, how can I say, distracted, not to mention poisoned.’

‘Poisoned!’ both Will and Djaq exclaimed. 

‘But I’m sure he’s on top of things.  Oh God, did I say that.  I mean, I’m sure he’s alright.’

‘Much.  You don’t sound very sure at all,’ said Djaq.  ‘Is there something we’re missing here?’

Much sat down and started tucking absentmindedly into a bowl of fruit.  

Will and Djaq also seated themselves and waited. 

‘Well?’ said Will at last.  

‘Oh, yes.  Well.  There’s this woman.’

Will and Djaq exchanged looks. 

Bit by bit Much explained about Solitaire and Saladin and King Richard, and finally how he and Robin came into things.

‘So Robin is with her now.  Protecting her?’ Will asked.

‘Yes,’ Much answered indistinctly, between bites of an apple.  ‘Protecting her.’

Will and Djaq both stared at him, beginning to comprehend.



Part 24



‘Richard!’ Solomon boomed, as the King stepped into the room. 

He indicated a chair, and took a swig from his large goblet, an identical one appearing before King Richard. 

‘I would ask to what I owe this pleasure, but I think I already know the answer.’

Richard nodded.  ‘Saladin will be here soon.  He is on his way even as we speak.’

‘And the girl is safe?’

‘She is with Robin and Much.  She is safe,’ returned Richard.  ‘I will go to them shortly and advise them of the meeting.  My guards are already primed.’

‘Good, good.’  Solomon rubbed his hands together.  ‘Do you think Solitaire is aware of the riches in her possession?’

‘You have asked this question before my friend,’ smiled Richard.  ‘And you know the answer.  The lands and wealth of her father passed to the man she was sold to and consequently on to me.’

‘Is that what you call winning a game of chance,’ grinned Solomon. 

‘Call it what you like,’ Richard retorted.  ‘You know I have no interest in those lands or monies.  I desire nothing more than to be done here and return to France.  And to answer your question – no I do not think Solitaire is aware.   And nor shall I tell her.  You know what she is like.  She will want to give it all away to the poor.’ 

Solomon regarded Richard expectantly. 

‘Do not worry my friend,’ Richard said.  ‘You will get your share for your part in setting up this liaison with Saladin.’ 

Solomon smiled. 

Richard stood up and made to leave. 

‘Oh,’ said Solomon, as an afterthought.  ‘Once the exchange has taken place and the treaty is signed, you will tell Robin of Locksley about his woman?’

‘Of course.  As I have said before.’

‘Only, she was enquiring about a boat to England and one will be here shortly.  It would be a shame for them to miss one another.’

Richard smiled.  ‘Solomon.  You make yourself out to be such a tough businessman but you are really quite a romantic at heart.’ 

Solomon chuckled expansively. 

‘You know why I kept her survival a secret from Robin,’ Richard again explained.  ‘This treaty is too important for my man to be distracted by a woman.  Especially one he thought lost to him.  I could not take that chance.  But it is nearly over my friend, and Robin will be reunited with his lady love, I can assure you.’

‘Then let us hope,’ said Solomon gravely.  ‘That he is not already being distracted.’

Richard shook his head.  ‘I trust Robin.  And Solitaire knows what is at stake, even without knowing about the monetary details.  Trust me Solomon.  They will do what is required of them.  This is one game where the stakes are too high to take any risks.’ 

And with that Richard, and his assembled guard, took their leave.  

Solomon smiled to himself.  He had had more women than hot dinners (despite his expansive frame) and it would not be too difficult for a gorgeous creature such as Solitaire to turn a man’s head.  If it was not for the agreement with Saladin, he had had half a mind to try for her himself. 



Part 25



‘We should go back,’ whispered Solitaire, placing her hand lightly on Robin’s back. 

Robin continued to stare out of the small window, gazing at the tiny courtyard and the wide expanse of sky beyond. 

The sun was at its zenith and Robin was not surprised to find the streets and alleyways of Acre quiet. 

As he led Solitaire, one hand holding her bag, the other her hand, he felt uneasy.  He was sure he had heard footfalls both ahead and behind them, but when he looked he could see no one. 

He felt her squeeze his hand but made no acknowledgement of it.  Just a few short hours ago everything had seemed so clear to him. Now, as they made their way back to the others, Robin realised that his life was not to be that simple.  That nothing about love, or at least the idea of being in love, was that simple.

He made to speak, to try and say something to explain to her why he had let the moment get so out of hand, when suddenly some instinct told him to drop both the bag, and to push Solitaire into the recess of a doorway, as first one, and then a second arrow, whizzed past his head. 

Already loading his bow, he assessed their options.  They were halfway down an alley, with unknown assailants blocking both ends.  He didn’t like the odds.
 
Robin shot off a couple of arrows to give himself a moment to think.  But there was no way out, and as an arrow plunged into his leg, he realised their chances were diminishing by the second. 

Solitaire was frantically trying to open the door behind her, but it was clearly bolted and no one seemed to be home.  She pulled Robin into the doorway with her, and saw the arrow in his leg. 

‘Robin!’

‘Pull it out,’ he said, through gritted teeth, still trying to locate their attackers. 

She shut her eyes, and did as he asked. 

He grunted but kept his bow steady. 

‘Behind you!’ came a shout. 

Robin knew that voice.  

A moment later two men in black were streaking up the alley, past him and Solitaire, closely followed by a man and a woman, wielding an axe and a sword respectively.  And behind them Much, sword and shield in front of him, yelling for all he was worth.

‘Robin,’ Much panted, reaching the doorway.  ‘Are you hurt?’

‘He was hit in the leg,’ Solitaire managed to say. 

‘We’ve got to get out of here Master.  Can you manage?’

Robin nodded, and he, Much and Solitaire headed back down the alleyway.  

‘Will and Djaq?’ Robin asked as they ran.  

‘Yep,’ Much replied, as they rounded a corner and headed back to their quarters. 

‘How did you know?’ Robin asked, finding it increasingly difficult to run now, but knowing they did not have far to go.  

‘Know what?’

‘We were in trouble?’ 

‘We didn’t.  We…’

Robin stopped him with an outstretched arm as they reached their room.  

‘Wait,’ he said, unsheathing his sword and stepping carefully through the doorway.  

A quick scan told him no one was there and he motioned Much and Solitaire inside.

Once they were all safely inside, Much stood by the doorway, anxiously waiting for any sign of Will or Djaq. 

‘I need to tend to your leg,’ said Solitaire, as Robin lowered himself onto his bedding. 

She fetched a water jug. 

‘I need to clean it.  You’ll have to remove your trousers.

‘I can do that,’ declared Much, striding across the room, and virtually knocking Solitaire out of the way. 

‘For God’s sake Much,’ Robin retorted.  ‘We’re all grown ups here.’ 

Much retreated, a wounded look on his face and Robin bit his tongue. What on earth had he been thinking?  Risking both his and her life for what?  Something he could not have.  

Much wouldn’t look at him. 

Resolutely, Solitaire set about cleaning Robin’s wound. 

Solitaire’s hands shook as she gently wiped the blood away. It was only when Robin touched her hand and smiled that she realised he was not angry with her.  

The tension was eased somewhat by Will and Djaq entering the room. 

They took in the scene in front of them, and unconsciously taking hold of each other’s hand, they came and sat themselves opposite Robin.  

‘May I see,’ asked Djaq softly, and Solitaire moved out of the way. 

‘It could do with some stitches,’ she said.  ‘Do you have needle and thread here?’

‘No,’ Robin replied.

‘I do,’ said Much, glad he could be of use. 

He came over and produced the said items.  He gave Robin an apologetic look and Robin sent back an understanding smile. 

‘It looks like you could do with some help,’ Will offered. 

Robin went to answer, but Djaq shot Will a look that said wait a moment, as she pushed the needle into Robin’s thigh. 

After a minute or two Will spoke again.  

‘Poisoned.  Shot by an arrow.  You’re having a real run of bad luck Robin.’

‘Well, hopefully that luck has changed now you two are here.’  Robin pulled up his trousers.  ‘Thank you Djaq.’

‘You are welcome.’

‘I should introduce you to Solitaire.’  Robin held out a hand to her.  There was no point in pretending.  She came and stood by his side, curling her fingers around Robin’s outstretched hand. 



Part 26



Katherine had been right.  The big man called Solomon seemed to know everything that was going on in and around Acre.  A boat was due in port the day after tomorrow. 

And Marian had every intention of being on that boat.  

But first she had some packing to do, and some old friends she wished to find again.

Katherine had said that the King had expressly forbid Marian to go off on her own around the town.   For her own protection he had said. But Marian was determined to find Will and Djaq and not even the King of England was going to deny her this moment.
 
She wanted to find them and tell them she was alive and well and returning to Nottingham.  Perhaps they could even send a bird for her.  Was it too much to hope that it might find its way to Sherwood Forest with a message to the man she loved?

Then she shook her head, laughing at her silliness.  If there were no bird waiting in the forest then how would it know where to fly to?

Just wait for me Robin, please, she willed, as if her very thoughts could wing their way to him. 

…………………..

Marian was confused.  

The instructions to find the “carpenter and bird lady” (who she was sure were Will and Djaq) had been clear enough.  But all the alleyways looked the same to her. 

She stood in a shady spot for a moment, resting her aching leg and side, and hoping she might find someone she could ask and who would be able to answer her in English. 

She heard the sound of running, and for reasons she did not understand, felt compelled to press back into the shadow of a porchway. 

The two men, dressed in black, sped past her. 

Marian waited another moment, and then stepped back out into the alley.  Something about the two men had unnerved her.   

Marian continued down the alleyway, stopping only when she found the pain in her leg almost unbearable.  She would have to rest. 

It was hot, and she had lost track of time.  It must be midday at least, as the sun was at its zenith. 

As she squinted up at the sky, a wooden sign caught her eye with a picture of two doves on it.  Marian could not suppress a laugh as she realised where she had found herself. 

Rubbing at her thigh to get the circulation going again, Marian softly tapped on the door.  She tried again, and when still no one answered, she let herself in. 

It was cool and shady in the house, and the gentle cooing of the birds had a soothing quality. 

She made her way over to the birdcages and watched as they bobbed their heads and regarded her with bright beady eyes. 

And she found the breath catching in her throat, as she recalled a tree in the forest.  A tree where she had sat with Robin and he had offered an engagement ring, a ring now lost to her. 

She pushed a finger through one of the bars, and the doves and pigeons shuffled about nervously.

‘Are you still here Lardner?’ Marian whispered through her tears.  ‘Are you still with your lady love?’

The birds kept cooing and Marian couldn’t bear it any more. 

She tried the other rooms but there was no sign of Will or Djaq, although a half eaten apple suggested that someone had been here, and not so long ago. 

Marian found a small table and some writing materials.  I will leave them a letter she thought, explaining. 

She picked up the quill, but after a couple of attempts, where she had managed no more than a word or two, realised it was impossible.  How could she explain, and what’s more would they even believe it? 

In frustration she tore the paper up.  She would come back tomorrow, on her way to the port, and hopefully catch them then. 

Marian helped herself to some water and plucked an apple from the fruit bowl as she made her way past the birds and out into the blinding sunlight.



Part 27



There was an awkward silence, broken only by Much crunching a handful of nuts he had obtained from somewhere or other. 

Robin laughed, followed suit by Will and Djaq.  Even Solitaire smiled and the tension was gone.

These were his friends.  They would understand.  And if they did not then it did not matter, because they only had one more day together in any case. 

Robin tightened his hand around Solitaire’s, desperately wishing they could be alone. 

As if sensing his agitation, Will and Djaq started making their apologies, and were about to leave when King Richard stepped through the doorway. 

‘Your Majesty,’ they both bowed.  

Robin, Much and Solitaire stood as they were.  

‘Please,’ said Richard.  ‘If you were about to leave, wait a moment.  It is quite fortuitous you are here.’

Djaq and Will exchanged a look, wondering what the King was about to say. 

‘Word has reached me Robin that moves are afoot and the Black Knights are reassembling.  I do not think it is safe for you to stay here tonight.’

He turned to Will.  

‘With your permission, perhaps they might stay with you?

Will nodded.  

‘Good.  My guards will accompany you.’

Richard noticed Solitaire’s hand still clasped in Robin’s but if he was surprised he made no show of it.  

‘Gentlemen.  I have learned today that Saladin should arrive in Acre tomorrow evening.  A location of his choice, yet to be communicated to me, will be advised soon.  And then we can sign the peace treaty.’

‘And hand over Solitaire,’ said Robin flatly. 

He felt Solitaire squeeze his hand.  

Richard met Robin’s eyes and understood, but he was not about to be swayed.  

‘And to hand over Solitaire,’ he echoed. 

There was nothing more to be said. 

They gathered up what they would need for the night, and followed King Richard and his guards through the quiet streets of Acre, towards Will and Djaq’s house. 

By this time tomorrow it would all be over.

By this time tomorrow Solitaire would be lost to him. 

……………..

The birds shuffled about and broke into a cacophony of cooing – perhaps they knew their benefactors had returned. 

Will set about feeding and watering them, whilst Djaq showed Much and Solitaire their rooms. 

Richard placed a hand on Robin’s shoulder and led him to an inner courtyard.  

‘Robin.  I can see you are finding this hard, but believe me it is the right course of action.’

Robin nodded, but declined to speak.

‘Solitaire is only part of a much bigger picture. She possesses lands and wealth that will be exchanged for prisoners and will pave the way for peace here.’ 

‘A business deal,’ said Robin grudgingly. 

‘Yes.  A business deal,’ Richard echoed.  ‘And one that was agreed on long before you arrived.’

Richard could see he was not getting through to Robin.

‘Robin.  Listen to me,’ he said, his voice softening.  ‘When this is over you will gain something more precious then you can possibly imagine.’ 

Robin looked at Richard puzzled, and for a moment Richard wondered if telling Robin about Marian might take away his bitterness.  He immediately changed his mind.  Too many things could still go wrong.  So much could happen, even in the space of one day.  He could not take the risk that Robin would not charge off to find her. 

‘I am sorry Robin.  What more can I say?  I must go now.  There are preparations to be made.’

Robin managed a small smile.  None of this was the King’s fault.  If anything, he had brought it on himself.  

‘Till tomorrow then.’ 

‘Till tomorrow your Majesty.’

Robin made his way back into the house.



Part 28



When Robin stepped back into the main living area, he saw that Djaq had been busy. 

Already the table was laden with food and yet more was arriving as he stood and watched.  

‘You’ve learned to cook then,’ commented Much, his eyes feasting hungrily on the delights before him. 

‘My kitchen is more civilised than the forest,’ Djaq replied.  ‘And besides, you always seemed to manage without any help.  Plus, I don’t have to run around trying to catch things here.  I can just go to a market.’  Djaq paused. 

‘You’re not listening are you Much?’

‘Sorry.  You were saying?’ 

Robin grinned.  ‘Give the man some food Djaq.  Can’t you see he’s starving.’

‘You look like the one who should be eating,’ Djaq observed.  ‘But please, everyone, sit down and eat.’

They all sat around the table.  Will and Djaq at either end.  Robin and Solitaire next to one another and Much opposite them.  

There was an uncomfortable silence, broken only by the sound of chewing. 

Will asked Robin about Nottingham and John and Allan.  Robin’s brief replies suggested he didn’t want to be reminded of Nottingham. 

Djaq tried asking Solitaire about her dancing and her life in Acre.  Her reticence to speak was also apparent. 

There seemed to be no safe subject to talk about.

Nottingham reminded Robin of Marian and talk of Solitaire’s life only served to remind him of her imminent departure.

In the end Robin let the others make idle small talk and took to staring at his plate, his food untouched.

Much did his best to bring cheer to the proceedings, but in the end even he conceded defeat.

A collective sigh of relief seemed to fill the room as the meal came to an end and everyone took themselves off to bed. 

……………….


Much looked across at Robin, who was laying facing the wall, and was pretty sure he was not yet asleep.

‘Please let us get through tomorrow,’ he whispered into his pillow.  ‘And please let us go back home.  Despite the lovely food, I hate it here.’

…………………

‘Don’t go.  Don’t go!’ she shouted.  ‘Wait for me.’ 

Marian started running.  The boat must not leave without her.  But she was unable to run.  Her side ached and her leg was becoming heavier and heavier. 

And the boat was moving away. 

Still she tried to run, to reach it.  She clutched her side and glanced down to find her hands bloody as her wound opened up and burst through her dress.  And as she stumbled and fell, she raised her head to see the boat moving away – heading for England without her.  

Marian gasped and opened her eyes, nonplussed to find her face wet with tears.  With a pounding heart, she pulled back her covers.  No blood, her wound intact, just an ugly scar now.  And her leg on that side, simply aching because it had been hanging out the side of the bed and had gone to sleep. 

Already the nightmare was fading, only fragments of it touching her consciousness. 

It was still night.  The boat to England had yet to sail.

Marian wiped away her tears and padded to the window.  The air was still, the stars quite wondrous, and somewhere he slept.  

Just one more day.  And the boat would take her to him.



Part 29



Robin listened to Much gently snoring and envied him.

Quietly he slipped out of bed and padded to the window to stare out into the stilly night.  

If all went according to plan, by this time tomorrow the peace treaty would be signed.  If they were lucky they might even catch the next boat due to sail to England.  Loading always took some time and there would be nothing for Much or he to hang around for.  Not once she was gone. 

Robin thought back to something that King Richard had said earlier.  “When this is over you will gain something more precious than you can possibly imagine.”

Well peace was certainly a precious thing, but was that what the King meant?

Certainly Robin had no desire to be honoured in any way.  After all, he hadn’t actually made that good a job of things and if it hadn’t been for Much he might well have been dead by now.  If anything, Robin hoped they could simply slip away unnoticed. 

He decided to dismiss the King’s words as nothing more than trying to placate Robin over the deal with Saladin. 

And there was the question of saying goodbye to Solitaire. 

His thoughts turned to her now and he wondered if she was asleep, or was she too contemplating tomorrow?  And not just tomorrow, but all the days to follow, with Saladin.  

………………

Solitaire turned from the window as he entered her room.

He walked across to her and they stood, side by side, looking unseeingly at the night sky.  

There was so much he wanted to say.  Yet he could not speak.  Why did his tongue always let him down at times like these? 

“At times like these”.  The words pierced a memory.  The memory of one of the most painful moments he had ever endured – in the cave, with Marian, gravely wounded by Gisborne’s dagger.  Another time in his life when he had had so much to say and had been unable to say it.   Was he to repeat that mistake again and again?

Sensing his unease, Solitaire took his hand and led him away from the window.

‘There are other ways for us to say goodbye,’ she said softly. 

He wrapped his arms around her slim frame and buried his head into her mass of dark hair.  Gently he stroked the back of her neck with his thumb and finger.  He suspected the sadness they both felt had robbed them of the need for anything more than to be held close.  And so, wrapped tightly together, they slept. 

The drawn prayer rang out once again over the town. 

Marian awoke and smiled.  She was going home today.

Much looked across at Robin’s empty bed and sighed.

And Solitaire turned her head to study the sleeping man beside her. 

At some point during the night, when dreams had disturbed his slumber, she had silenced him with her soft form and the moans of a tormented dream had become the moans of a need satisfied. 

Today he will leave me, she thought, but maybe, just maybe, I carry a part of him with me.  I will dare to hope.

The house was quiet, its occupants ignoring the dawn calling to sleep on.

Solitaire snuggled down beside him and gently dozed.  And heard him utter a name.

‘Marian.’

……………

One more night he thought.  And one more chance to destroy the peacemakers and his long-term enemy once and for all.  To hell with the Sheriff’s grandiose plans.  This was revenge.



Part 30



Gently he stroked her face and found it wet with tears.

‘Femi.  Do not be sad.’

‘Do not be sad,’ she echoed.  ‘I said that to you once.  Remember.  After my dance.’

He recalled her hand on his chin.  ‘I remember.’

‘Already I was promised to Saladin.  Already I knew my fate.  And there you were.  And I just wanted…’   She faltered.

‘What?’ he prompted.

‘Something I had not had before.  And may never have.’ 

He pulled her to him. 

‘I knew I would end up hurting myself,’ she said. ‘And I did not care.  But I did not mean to hurt you.  And for that I am truly sorry.’

‘Femi,’ he said, wondering why he had not used her given name more often.  ‘None of this is your fault.  If anything it is mine.  It’s just that day, when we were with you, following you around as you helped others.’ 

He paused.

‘I reminded you of her?’ she finished. 

Robin rolled over and stared up at the ceiling. 

‘It’s okay,’ she whispered.   ‘I always knew how you felt about her.  How you still feel about her.’

She half lifted herself up and reached over to brush a lock of hair from his forehead. 

‘You spoke her name last night.’ 

‘I did not mean…’

‘It’s okay.  You came here to do a job.  Not to fall in love.’

‘But I do…’

‘Do not say it,’ she urged.  ‘If you cannot mean it.  You do not even know me Robin of Locksley.  You just want to believe that you do.’ 

She sat up fully and looked out the window at the bright sky of morning. 

‘You do not belong here Robin.  You should go back to England.  Where they need you.’ 

“Keep on fighting for me Robin.  Promise me.”

“I will.”

When had he forgotten those words?  

The answer, he realised, sick at heart, was almost the minute he had reached English soil.

Solitaire looked back at him and saw he was hurting.

‘I wish I could make it better for you,’ she said.

‘You have.  You did.’

He slid out of bed and walked quickly over to the window, on the pretence of looking out.  He could see the distant hills.  Just below them was the place where Marian and Carter both lay. 

This day promised so much.  The chance for peace.  The chance for the King to return to England and make things right again.  And a chance for him, to finally say goodbye. 

…………….

Much looked up as Robin entered the room.

‘I need to go for a while Much.  To go and say goodbye.’

‘Er…I thought you just did that,’ Much replied, not understanding.

‘No.  To Marian.’

‘Oh?’

‘I need to do what I could not do before.   To go to where she is buried.  To talk to her.  To tell her goodbye.  And then,’ he said, meeting Much’s eyes and beginning to smile, ‘And then my friend we can help to make peace and go home and give Vaisey and Gisborne the good news.’

Much smiled back, relief flooding through him, and then he remembered. 

‘Master.  Saladin is here.’

‘Here?’

‘Well, not actually here.  Camped up by the Sanctuary on the outskirts of town.  The King came a short while ago and told me.’

‘The King was here?’

‘Yes.’

‘Why didn’t you come and get me?’

‘Well, because…..because,’ Much began, clearly embarrassed. 

‘I’m sorry Much.  That was a stupid thing to say.’  Robin shook his head, berating himself. 

‘I’ve been a bit of an idiot haven’t I.’

‘Well,’ Much began, clearly trying to find the right answer. 

‘It’s alright Much.  You don’t have to answer that.  And thank you by the way.’

‘For what?’

‘For understanding.’

‘Well, I’m not sure that I do.  Understand that is.’

‘I think you do understand.  And a lot more than I do sometimes.’

Much didn’t know how to answer that.  It was a compliment he never thought he would hear from Robin.  He wondered if Robin would remember it once they got back home. 

‘Master,’ Much prompted.  ‘We have to get ready.  The King will be back in less than an hour.’

Robin nodded, and began to help Much gather their belongings.  

……………..

As they all stood in the inner courtyard, quiet except for the soft cooing of the birds, Robin knew he was ready.  Ready to say goodbye to Solitaire.  Ready to say goodbye to Marian. 

And ready to go home.



Part 31



Robin returned to Solitaire’s room.  She stood at its centre, dry eyed, a small bag of clothes at her feet. 

‘Are you ready?’ he asked.  

‘Yes, I am ready.’

She walked towards him. 

‘If I could change this Femi, you know I would.’

‘It is how it is, and if it helps to bring peace, then I am glad.’

He picked up her bag and together they walked to the inner courtyard to meet the others. 

He was surprised to find only Djaq there. 

‘Will is feeding the birds,’ Djaq said by way of explanation.  ‘And Much is…’

‘Let me guess,’ Robin smiled.  ‘Eating?’ 

‘Yes,’ Djaq grinned.  ‘Breakfast.  Which will turn into lunch at this rate.  I thought the King would be here by now.’

As if on cue, Jeremy of the King’s Guard, followed by King Richard himself, entered the courtyard.

The King looked from Solitaire to Robin and considered that now might be as good a time as any to tell him about Marian.  It would certainly make the handover of Solitaire more bearable.  

‘Robin, a word please,’ said Richard.

Robin took hold of Solitaire’s hand. 

‘Alone if you will.’

Robin unclasped her fingers and nodded. 

Richard led Robin to a quiet corner of the yard.

‘Robin.  There is something I need to tell you.  But firstly, please believe me when I say that I kept this from you only for the best of reasons.  You have to know…’

Richard was interrupted by Much, bursting through the doorway, his mouth still full of food. 

‘Saladin’s messenger is here,’ he spluttered.  ‘He says we have to go now or Saladin will leave without signing the treaty.’ 

Much held out Robin’s bow to him.  Whatever the King was about to say would have to wait.  It was time to go.

With a growing urgency in their every step, the heavily guarded group made their way out of town and toward the hills, where Saladin and a small army awaited them.

And, as every step brought them closer to the cessation of the war, and to the promise of an England restored to its rightful rulers, so the fear that it could all go terribly wrong communicated itself to each and every one of them.   

However, as they safely reached the edge of Saladin’s camp, some of the tension fell away.  Perhaps they had been wrong after all. 

And there was the man himself, waiting atop the hill for his promised lands, wealth and woman. 

………………….

Kill them before Saladin arrives.  The King, Robin Hood and anyone else who stood in their way.  But these orders had come from someone hundreds of miles away and Gisborne had long since decided not to follow that particular man’s wishes any more.  He had an agenda all of his own. 

Who cared whether there was peace or not?  Treaties could be broken after all.  It was just a piece of paper.  This was revenge.  Revenge on the man who had made him kill the woman he loved. 

But Gisborne’s original plan to kill Robin Hood had taken on a new slant since he had tried poisoning him.  Now there was a woman.  An even sweeter revenge. 

Twisted by the guilt of what he had done, and every inch of him hating that man up there who dared to love another woman.  Well he would pay now.  Gisborne’s arrow would see to that.



Part 32



Today.  She was going home today. 

It was still early.  Hours before she could board the boat.  Yet she found herself gathering and packing her things with an urgency borne out of her half remembered nightmare – that the boat would sail without her.  

‘Lady Marian,’ said Lilian, looking sadly at Marian’s few possessions.  ‘Won’t you have some breakfast?’

‘Thank you Lilian, but I am not sure that I can eat this morning.’

‘Oh, but you must miss.  You’ll waste away.’

‘How you fuss over me Lilian.  You know I can eat like a horse if I put my mind to it.’

Lilian smiled, recalling the times she and Lady Marian had stolen to the kitchens, long past the bed hour, to find some delicacy or other.  When sleep would not come to Marian, or her side would ache, she would gently tap on Lilian’s door and Lilian was always happy to go with the kind English lady and keep her company.  She would miss these times with her. 

‘You are looking forward to returning to England?’

‘Yes, Lilian.  Very much so.’

‘And to seeing Robin of Locksley again?’ she enquired shyly. 

‘You have been talking to Katherine Lilian.’

‘Sorry my lady.  I did not mean to be so bold.’ 

‘That’s all right Lilian.  And yes, I shall be very pleased to see Robin again.’ 

‘Miss?’

Marian looked at Lilian, her blue eyes troubled. 

‘But after all this time, I am not sure Lilian.’

‘Not sure of what miss?’

‘That he will still want me.’ 

‘But you’re his wife miss.  You were married.  Katherine told me so.’ 

‘When we married Lilian, I was dying, or so we both thought.  As far as Robin is concerned I have been dead and buried for sometime now.  I made him promise to keep fighting for me…’

Marian stopped talking, so abruptly Lilian thought something bad must be happening to her. 

The tears that Marian had held in check since her nightmare ran down her face, and she had to sit down for fear of falling. 

‘What is it my lady?’ Lilian asked, quite frightened.  ‘Are you in pain?  Shall I fetch Katherine?’

Marian shook her head, unable for the moment to speak. 

Keep fighting she had asked of him.  And he had promised.  He was not a man to break his word.  But what if in that fighting he had been killed?  Perhaps the moment he had stepped onto English soil again?  Killed by Vaisey and Gisborne in retaliation for them not achieving their aim in the Holy Land and killing the King.  What if he had been dead all these months and it was she who lived?  Lived only to return home to find him gone. 

The thought was so overpowering she found herself sobbing uncontrollably while poor Lilian stood helplessly by, wringing her hands and wishing the wise Katherine were here. 

Lilian breathed a sigh of relief as the door burst open.  But it was not Katherine.  

‘Lady Marian,’ Solomon began breathlessly.  Then noticing Marian’s tears, stopped in his tracks. 

‘What has happened my dear?’ he asked, concern etched on his usually jovial features. 

‘Nothing,’ Marian managed.  ‘If you are here to tell me the boat has already gone I do not think it matters.’ 

Solomon shook his head and looked at Lilian, confused. 

‘No my dear,’ he said gently.  ‘The boat is here and waiting.  But I came to tell you not to go yet, but to wait a while.  Saladin and his army are nearby and awaiting the arrival of the King.  There are soldiers everywhere.  It is too dangerous for you to leave right now.’ 

‘But the boat…’ Marian began. 

‘Will be there.  And Robin will wait for you.  When it is all over.’ 

‘Robin.  Robin who?’

‘Why Robin of Locksley of course.  Surely the King told you?’ 

Oh my God.  He was here.  Robin was here, in Acre.  How long had he been here?  Why had he not come to see her?  These, and a hundred other questions whirled around in her head.  She found herself crying again, not out of fear or sorrow, but of relief. 

He was alive and, whatever the reasons for him being here, she would see him and soon.

‘I am sorry,’ Solomon was saying.  ‘I have to go.  I will send someone to escort you to the boat once the treaty is signed and the armies have retreated.’

Marian was not listening.  All she could hear were the words going round and round in her head.  Robin is here.  Robin is here.



Part 33



King Richard and Saladin stood, face to face, each waiting for the other to speak. 

Behind Saladin stood his army of Saracens.  Not vast but imposing none-the-less.  Whatever happened today, they were ready and willing to do what was asked of them.  Equally, behind King Richard stood his personal guard, loyal to the end, and in their midst Robin and Solitaire, flanked by Much, Will and Djaq.  

………………….

Despite the odds, Gisborne still fancied his chances.  He had nothing to lose, except his life, and he valued that little enough these days.  

Gisborne figured that in the ensuing confusion, when both armies would think the other had reneged on the deal, he would get a chance to kill the woman, or Hood, or both, supposing that neither of them were killed in the meantime by a Saracen’s hand. 

The Black Knights were well hidden.  Dotted about the perimeter of Saladin’s camp in the surrounding hills.  If there was a fatal flaw in Saladin’s choice of location, it was this. 

Gisborne waited, his powerful Arab stallion standing patiently just behind him. 

The seconds ticked by and Gisborne readied himself.  On his signal the Black Knights would make their move and he would make his.  He had been practising for many days and was confident, given a decent line of sight, that he could not miss.  And whoever he managed to hit, in the end, it would still hurt Hood.  Whether it was his faithful companion Much, or his good friends Will or Djaq. 

But Gisborne had his eye on the prize.  Solitaire.  Destroying the peace treaty and destroying Hood along with it. 

Because Gisborne had been watching him and he knew he was besotted with her.  Locksley’s new woman, replacing Marian. 

At the thought of Marian, Gisborne’s knuckle whitened on his bow and he had to forcibly remind himself to relax and concentrate only on what he had to do next. 

Yes, Gisborne had been watching Hood.  Watching as he and Much followed Solitaire around the town.  Watching when Hood had stolen some quiet moments with her.  Watching as he had gone to see her after the failed poisoning.  Gone to her and poisoned her with his outlaw’s blood.  Yes, Gisborne knew.  Well, he had taken from Hood once before and he would do so again.  And this time he would not be the one to suffer. 

……………….

Marian waited whilst firstly Solomon and then Lilian left her room.  She knew Katherine would be along shortly but she planned to be long gone before then. 

Hastily she wrote a note asking that her things be brought to the boat.  She was going on ahead, planning to visit her old friends Will and Djaq, before her departure.  In truth, and much to her regret, she would not have time to visit them now.  Something far more pressing was weighing on her mind. 

Robin must be here to help protect the King again.  And if the King had requested Robin come all the way back from England, then he must be expecting trouble.  And Marian had an ominous feeling that she knew what that trouble might be.

They had been small, insignificant things at the time.  Things she had seen or heard, including the two black clad men running through the alleyways of Acre. But warning bells were beginning to ring in Marian’s mind. 

As she limped through the dusty alleyways, she questioned what she could possibly do if indeed there was trouble.  She was hardly in a position to be of much use to Robin now.  She could not run, she could no longer wield a sword, and she had not ridden a horse since leaving England.  

But perhaps it was all in her imagination, and Robin was only here as a precaution.

As Marian reached the outskirts of the town her thoughts turned to what Robin’s reaction would be on seeing her again. 

And then she saw him.  There was no doubt who he was or what he planned to do. 

Gisborne, leading his horse by the reins, and making towards the distant hills, where the King, Saladin and her beloved husband all gathered. 

………………..

Robin moved imperceptibly closer to Solitaire, their arms touching.  But he did not seek her hand.  As King Richard and Saladin exchanged pleasantries, Robin’s thoughts had already turned to what was to come.  After the deed was done, and she was gone. 

Visiting Marian’s grave would not be easy, he knew that.  But if he was to ever move on, then this was where he needed to start.  If his time here with Solitaire had shown him anything, it was that he needed to both embrace what had happened and at the same time relinquish it.  Instead of fighting the pain, he needed to learn to live with it. 

Acknowledging Marian’s death was the first step.

…………….

Gisborne raised his arm, and with a cry that echoed all around, dozens of armed men emerged from the hills and streamed towards the peace party.  And as the King, Saladin, armies and all, swivelled in every direction, both shock and anger clearly etched on their features, Gisborne smiled, steadied himself, and raised his bow.



Part 34



Marian watched in horror as Gisborne raised his bow.  She knew she could never cross the distance between them in time to stop him.  Not now.  But even as his arrow flew, she was moving.

In the initial panic, as both armies realised they were facing a common enemy, not here to fight for the King, but here to cause mayhem, Solitaire threw herself into Robin’s arms, causing him to drop his bow. 

For a second he cursed her from distracting him from the task in hand; to protect both her and the King.  But his anger quickly turned to alarm as he felt her jolt and the fear in her eyes turned to pain.  And as he glanced over her shoulder, feeling her delicate frame as she pressed into him, his blood ran cold as he recognised the man who had fired the shot. 

His hand snaked behind Solitaire’s back and he felt the arrow firmly lodged between her shoulder blades.

‘Djaq! Robin shouted, awash with fear as an image of Marian collapsing to the ground as the sword ran through her, filled his head. 

He felt Solitaire sag in his arms.

‘Djaq!’ 

Gisborne’s mouth curved into a sadistic smile as he raised his bow yet again.  He wanted Hood to know that he had killed his woman and now he was going to kill him. 

And that was Gisborne’s undoing.  His need for Robin Hood to know it was him.  For in the seconds he waited to reveal his triumph to Robin of Locksley, Marian had covered the distance between them.  

As Gisborne felt the blade pierce his back he tried desperately to turn around and confront his attacker.  But as the blade penetrated a second time, he found himself barely able to stand, let alone turn around. 

As a white-hot pain ran through him and he let go his bow and clutched at his chest, he heard the voice of a female, and the words he never thought he would hear once, let alone a second time.

‘I love Robin Hood.  I have always loved Robin Hood.’

‘Marian,’ he gasped, not sure if it was really her, or that, as death came to claim him, she had somehow broken through to him, to warn him of the eternal damnation he now faced. 

‘This is for Robin,’ she breathed, pulling the blade from his back. 

‘And this is for me,’ she uttered, without remorse, as she pushed him to the ground.  

He opened his mouth to speak, but all he could manage was a final gasp for breath before he tasted the sand of the ground that would soon claim him.  

Dropping the bloody knife, Marian tore her eyes away from Gisborne to look for Robin.  And there he was.  Safe and sound.  Her beloved.  

She gathered her skirts, ready to make her way to him, not sure he had seen her, but fully expecting him to look up, willing him to look up, and run to her, foolish pride even now making her not want to limp all the way to him.

But instead he stayed bowed over the girl, Djaq at his side, as all around fighting ensued, no one really knowing who the enemy were, and Saladin already a retreating figure in the distance. 

The peace treaty once more a shattered dream.



Part 35



Although aware of the fighting going on around him, and Djaq’s presence at his side, it felt to Robin as though he and Solitaire were somewhere quiet and still, like being in the eye of a tornado.  He was not afraid that at any minute he could be hit by an arrow or run through by a sword.  It was as though, holding the injured girl to him, they were separate from all that surrounded them.  Protected by some understanding they had found in their all too brief time together. 

‘Just hang on Femi,’ Robin pleaded.  ‘I’ll get you to safety.  Djaq is here.  She can help.’

Djaq’s tears ran freely down her face.  

‘You don’t need to go to Saladin now.  You can stay with me.’ 

Not like Marian. Please not again. 

‘I’ll take you to England.  To Nottingham.’ 

Stay with me.

‘Show you the forest.  And Locksley.’ 

He won’t do this to me again.  Not this time.

‘You’ll love it there.  So green.  Can you hear me, Femi?’ 

He pulled her closer, willing her to open those beautiful eyes of hers and look at him. 

He brushed back her hair and held her weight with a single hand on her back.  He felt the blood where the arrow had been pulled out by Djaq pulse weakly through his fingers. 

‘Robin.  She’s gone.  Robin.’

Her blood ran down the back of his hand and trickled round his wrist. He became aware of Djaq’s touch and flinched as though he had been burned, burying his face into Solitaire’s thick black hair, holding back the moment when he would have to come out of this stillness and enter the melee that still raged all around him. 

As Djaq’s touch slid away, and the memory of Marian’s hand slipping from his arm returned to him, he lowered Solitaire to the ground and sought his bow.  But when he looked up he saw Gisborne lying on the ground and a figure in white galloping away on a fine Arab stallion. 

And then the stillness that he and Solitaire had shared seemed suddenly to fan out and encompass everyone, as the Black Knights, realising their leader had gone down, slowly drew back and then suddenly spurted as a whole for the surrounding hills, leaving the bewildered Guard unsure of what to do next. 

……………..

The small bud of pain as Marian watched Robin spread fan like across her chest. 

As he held tightly to the girl Marian could see that she was not just a random casualty of the fighting, tied up in some way to the King and Saladin, but someone whom Robin cared for. 

She could see by the way he held her, the way he brushed her hair back and the way he put his face close to hers that she meant something to him.  She watched as he spoke to the girl, words she could not hear, but words no doubt to tell her to be brave, that he was there for her. 

Marian felt as though she was watching herself from afar.  She did not know if Gisborne’s arrow had been meant for Robin and the girl had gotten in the way or if she had been the target all along.  She only knew that Robin cared for her.
 
Without thinking Marian turned and expertly took hold of the Arab’s reins and swung into the saddle.  It was not until she had galloped over the hill behind her that she remembered she was unable to ride.  But the pain she now felt in her side and leg was nothing compared to the pain in her heart. 

……………..

It was Will who went to be sure Gisborne was truly dead. 

Djaq had moved to Much’s side and unconsciously taken hold of his hand. 

Will walked slowly back to Robin. 

‘Dead.  Stabbed twice,’ he stated. 

Robin nodded, scanning the far horizon.  Then turned at the sound of approaching footsteps.  It was King Richard and some of his personal Guard. 

Robin met the King’s eyes.   ‘I’m sorry,’ he said. 

‘No Robin,’ Richard returned, shaking his head, his expression one of sorrow.  ‘It is I who should be saying sorry.  This was not meant to happen.’ 

‘Not a second time,’ mouthed Much, clamping his hand over his mouth, horrified that he had spoken out loud.  Djaq squeezed his hand kindly.

Robin walked back over to Solitaire and knelt down beside her.  The bronze necklace in the shape of a sun had broken when she had fallen into Robin’s arms.  It now lay in the sand beside her.  Robin picked it up and held it in his hand, wondering for a moment why his fingers were so bloody. 

He carefully laid the necklace at her throat, then bent down and gently kissed her.  He could not pull her back and she did not breathe.  She was lost to him.    

He was aware of his friends nearby and farther away the King’s men, still nervous, weapons drawn in case of a secondary attack.

And he thought of Marian, and how he had laid her at her graveside, and walked away, only allowing himself to grieve when he had reached the solitude of her room.  But here there was nowhere to hide.  Nowhere private to give vent to his anger and hurt. 

Had he loved her?  Not as she wanted him to, that much was certain.  And not in the way he had loved Marian. 

Robin sat, very still, until Much touched his arm and crouched next to him.

‘Are you okay?’ Much asked, realising the stupidity of the words, but not knowing what else to say.

Robin turned to his friend. 

‘What am I doing here?’ he whispered hoarsely, his hands still resting on Solitaire.  

‘Please Robin,’ Much begged, tears welling up in his eyes. ‘You can’t blame yourself.  It was not your fault.’

Robin looked across at the dead man in the sand and then back at Solitaire.

‘But it was my fault Much, don’t you see.’

Much shook his head, crying freely now.  

‘No.  You’re wrong master.  It was him.  Him over there.  He was the one who killed her.’

‘I should have dealt with Gisborne long ago.  Why did I not do that?’ 

He let his hands fall into the desert sand.  He absently scooped it up and watched with a detached curiosity as it trickled between his fingers, that which did not stick to Solitaire’s blood.

‘I’m sorry,’ he said softly.   I’m so sorry Marian.’

…………………..

The sun, blood red and low in the sky touched the waters at the port of Acre. 

Marian dismounted unsteadily and headed for the boat. 

The boat that would take her back to England and away from the man she loved. 

…………………

For a further few minutes King Richard concentrated on issuing orders to his personal Guard and checking what injuries had been sustained in the fighting. 

When he turned his attention once more to Robin he found that both he and Much had gone. 

And then he remembered that he had not yet told Robin about Marian.

Part 36


Much walked beside Robin, wiping his eyes on the back of his sleeve.

‘Where are we going Master?’ he asked. 

Much thought he should remember, but so much seemed to have happened.  He was confused, sad and more than a little hungry.  But now was not the time to mention food.  In fact, he would starve before he brought up such a trivial need, in the face of the tragedy that had just occurred.

Robin moved purposefully, head down, studying the ground. 

Much realised he was following the tracks of a horse, and remembered where they were supposed to be heading.

‘We’re not going there now are we?’ he asked, a little timidly.

‘Where Much?’

‘To Marian.  To her grave.’ 

Just saying it brought fresh tears to Much’s eyes.  He couldn’t imagine how Robin must be feeling.

‘She’s not there Much.’

‘Pardon?’

‘She’s not there.’

‘But…but…’  Much felt even more confused.  ‘I don’t understand.  She died.  She…’ 

Much began to cry weakly and stopped where he was. 

Robin stopped too, and walked quickly back to Much, placing his hands on the other’s shoulders.

‘Didn’t you see her Much?’

What was he talking about?  Much felt scared.  Had Solitaire’s death finally sent Robin over the edge?  

He allowed himself to look at Robin’s strained face and saw something akin to hope in the man’s blue eyes.

‘See who?’  Much hardly dared ask.

‘On the horse?  Riding away from where Gisborne was laying?’

‘I didn’t see anyone,’ Much replied truthfully. 

‘It was Marian Much.  I’m sure of it.’ 

‘But it couldn’t be Master.  She’s dead and buried.’ 

Much wished there was an easier way of saying it. 

‘I don’t understand it either Much.  But we didn’t see her buried did we.  I couldn’t face it.  What if…what if…’  Robin faltered, not sure what he was trying to say. 

‘But what makes you think…’ Much began and then trailed off.  This conversation was just too weird.  If only they could go home.  If only his stomach wasn’t so empty.  He just wanted his own bed, in Sherwood, his things, the camp, even his cooking.  If it hadn’t been for trying to look after Robin he would have simply curled into a ball and howled. 

‘That she’s alive,’ Robin answered after a beat.  

How could he explain it to Much when he was having trouble explaining it to himself.  Small flutterings, like moths wings, beat softly in his subconscious.  He closed his eyes.  She was there.  In the street and alleyways of Acre.  Feint whisperings of her in the heavy heat of the day.  Soft images in his night time dreams.  Walking with him through Acre.  Talking to him through Femi’s warm caresses.  

Someone had said something. 

English, she is, and pretty.

The lady with the limp. 

Solitaire. 

Robin shook his head and opened his eyes to regard Much. 

‘I know it sounds crazy Much.  Perhaps I am going crazy,’ he said wearily, striding off again.  ‘But I have to know.  I have to be sure.’

And they kept following the tracks.

……………………

The boat was there.

But Marian could no longer find any joy in seeing it.  At one point she had almost coaxed the stallion into heading back to the sanctuary.  At the last minute she had changed her mind and headed for the port. 

She did not know whether the girl had lived or died.  Either way, she was sure the King would need Robin more than ever, now that the peace treaty had fallen through.  If he returned to England, she would be there.  And if he did not?  Marian would not think about that now.

As Marian neared the quayside, she spied her case nestled alongside several others, waiting to be carried on board.  She made her way up the gangplank and found herself face to face with a big sweaty man with a leering smile, who said he would show her where she could sleep.  Feeling sick Marian declined and resolutely walked to the other side of the boat to peer back towards the town of Acre where her husband was.  With another woman in his arms. 

Hardly knowing what she was doing, she pulled the ruby coloured ring off her finger and hurled it into the sea below.  For one mad moment she thought of throwing herself in as well, until she saw Lilian, rushing up the gangplank, waving something at her.



Part 37



Lilian was waving something small and indistinct in her hand. 

Marian watched as the young maid pushed past a hoard of men loading the boat, hissing at them to move out of her way, as she was carrying something of importance to the English lady. 

‘You left this behind my lady,’ panted Lilian, pressing one of the wooden tags the gang all wore into Marian’s hand. 

This one’s for you. 

Marian could not recall when Robin had given it to her, but she had carefully carried it about her person, and it was still on her the day she had ‘died’. 

Lilian pressed it into Marian’s palm 

‘I thought it was just a lump of wood miss.  But Katherine said he gave it to you and you should have it.’ 

Marian curled her fingers around the tag, unable to speak.

‘I can see you’re glad to have it back miss.  I ought to go.’ 

Maried stared at her balled hand. 

‘I could come with you miss,’ Lilian said hesitantly.  ‘If you want.’

Still Marian stared.

‘No.  I guess not.  You’ll have your husband to look after you now.  Take care miss.’

Lilian shyly kissed Marian on the cheek and then rushed off. 

Marian uncurled her fist and regarded the tag.

We are Robin Hood.

The tag joined the ring in the sea below. 

…………….

Robin wondered where the rider was headed.  At one point the tracks had swung back in towards the town, but after following them for a few minutes, Robin realised the rider must have changed their mind, and the tracks abruptly turned towards the port.

‘She’s heading for the boat Much,’ Robin yelled, starting to run in earnest now.

Much felt light headed.  He was glad the sun was setting and the heat of the day diminishing.  He wished he could have a drink of water. 

Robin ploughed on regardless, and as they crested the hill and started heading down towards the port, a boat visible in its harbour, their eyes fell on the big Arab stallion tethered at the bottom of the hill.  

Robin stoked the animal’s flank, resting his head a moment against its solid bulk.

Much’s face lit up as he spied a flask hanging from the saddle, and taking out its stopper, drank the water greedily before passing it to Robin. 

‘Master?’

‘Yes?’

‘If you’re wrong; about Marian I mean?’

Robin turned and studied Much’s face.  He smiled.

‘You want to go home don’t you?’

Much nodded. 

‘Then home we will go my friend.  Whatever happens.’ 

Revived by the water, the two men headed down the hill, towards the waiting boat.

………………..

Marian watched with a detached interest as ropes were untied, last boxes were placed on board and the gangplank raised.  There was no going back now.  In a short while the boat would be heading out to sea, and making its way to England. 

Marian sighed, and made to go and locate her belongings and to find out where she could sleep. 

The sound of urgent shouts from the quayside caught her attention.  Someone had missed the boat no doubt.  Yet the voices were familiar. 

She turned back and scanned the quayside.  And there they were.  Robin and Much, calling her name and gesticulating at the boatmen to pull back in and pick them up. 

But it was too late.  The heavy boat’s inertia kept it moving steadily away from the quayside.  And she could only look longingly back at Robin’s face as the gap between the land and the boat widened.



Part 38



It was too far to jump, that much was already obvious.  And he, Much, could not swim.  Come to think of it, he was not sure that Robin could swim either.
 
But the concentrated look on Robin’s face said it all.  If there was a way to that boat, then Robin was determined to find it. 

Much scrabbled up the steep bank, after Robin, beginning to feel that he was going to regret this. 

As they climbed higher, above the level of the boat, Much noticed Robin grabbing a rope on route.  Him and his rope tricks he thought.  

At the top of the bank, Robin began shouting in Arabic to a young man perched on the stern of the boat.  A dark face grinned up at Robin, white teeth flashing a big smile.  A bit of excitement to start what would promise to be a long and probably dull voyage. 

Marian had followed their progress as they had pelted along the quayside and climbed up the bank. 

When she had first caught sight of Robin she had felt elation, quickly replaced by a small sadness at the thought of the ring and tag now adrift in the sea below.  The sadness lasted only a few seconds.  Things were not important. What mattered was the man she loved, and had thought lost only an hour or two ago, had come back to her. 

And then, as the boat slowly eased out to sea, the sadness returned, this time crushing in its finality, as she realised she was being carried further and further away from him. 

Robin stood, teetering on the edge of a crumbling wall.  He made to throw the rope, and then judging it too far, pulled out his bow, hastily tying the rope around an arrow, and fired. 

The arrow found a purchase, and the young Arab boy tied it securely.  Much gulped as he realised what Robin was about to do.  He’d seen this trick somewhere before.  And now he was about to do it too.  

‘Now!’ Robin shouted, and using his bow, slid down the rope, already straining as the boat pulled, towards the deck.  

‘Come on Much!’ Robin shouted. 

Knowing he only had seconds before the rope would be strained to the limit and then probably snap, Much followed suit, keeping his eyes firmly shut.

As Much hit the deck he rolled and felt something sharp scraping his cheek; wooden splinters no doubt.  He raised his head, expecting to find Robin standing over him and laughing.  Instead he saw that Robin was lying on the deck and that he was quite still. 

Marian and Much both reached Robin at the same time.  There was a smear of blood on the deck near to where he lay.  

Marian quickly put her hand to his neck and a wave of relief flooded over her.

‘It’s all right Much.  He’s just knocked himself out.’ 

‘Thank God,’ Much breathed, sinking down at Robin’s other side. 

The young Arab, who had helped with the rope, had seen what had happened, and was even now handing Marian a damp cloth. 

Marian quickly found the gash, weakly pulsing blood, on the back of Robin’s head and held the cool cloth to it. 

‘What was he thinking,’ she tutted, beginning to smile.

‘I don’t think he’s been thinking straight for quite some time now,’ Much mumbled. 

‘Not since you died.’ 

Much looked up at Marian’s pretty face. 

‘You didn’t die?’

‘No.  I didn’t die,’ she said, laughing now. 

Robin was starting to come round. 

Marian returned her attention back to her husband.

‘Robin.  Can you hear me?’

Robin opened his eyes, and gingerly sat up, touching the back of his head with his hand and staring numbly as it came away bloody. 

‘You’re sure making a habit of getting hurt lately,’ Much snorted. 

But Robin’s attention was all on Marian.  His beautiful, living, wife.



Part 39



For the first few moments they just sat on the deck, Acre fading in the distance, staring at each other. 

Then Marian raised her hand, to gently brush an errant lock of hair from Robin’s eyes.  A gesture that brought back the past so vividly, he visibly flinched, and she thought she had somehow touched a part of his head hurt on colliding with the deck. 

‘Marian,’ he said, touching her cheek.  ‘I can’t believe you’re here.  That you were here, in Acre, all the time, and I didn’t know.’ 

‘I guess we both have some explaining to do,’ she smiled. 

He thought of Solitaire, and a wave of sadness passed over him.  And then it was gone as he returned to the beautiful, smiling face of his wife. 

‘But first,’ he smiled back. 

‘But first,’ she echoed softly.

They kissed.  Hesitantly to begin with, as though afraid that the other would suddenly disappear.  But as that fear faded, so they kissed more passionately and Much, coming out of his reverie at seeing Marian alive and well, decided now was as good a time as any to go in search of food.

‘You killed Gisborne,’ he said, gently easing away from her.

‘I am not sorry Robin.’

‘No, but I wish it had been me.’

‘Always about you.’

He froze.  Were they to fall into their easy arguments so soon?  Then he saw the teasing light in her eyes.  

‘What happened Marian?’

And carefully and slowly she told him what had happened to her after he had kissed her at her graveside. 

When she had finished she could see he was upset by her revelations.  She put her hand under his chin.

‘Don’t be sad,’ she whispered. 

And Robin remembered Solitaire’s small hand, after she had danced and whirled in front of him, vibrant and alive.  And try as he might he could not get the picture out of his head of her lying on the sand, the broken necklace by her side. 

Marian sensed his disquiet and drew him to her, one hand around him and the other now buried in the blood soaked hair at the back of his head. 

‘Does it hurt?’ she asked softly, referring to his head. 

He couldn’t speak.  Instead he kissed her again. 

………………

Carrying two plates of food, Much weaved his way amongst the boxes and crates, till he came to where Marian and Robin still sat.  

‘Thought you might be hungry,’ he spluttered through a mouthful of bread. 

‘I see you haven’t changed Much,’ Marian laughed.  ‘Still thinking with your stomach.  Here.’

She stood up and limped over to meet him.  She took the plates and made her way back to Robin.  Well, he had to know, sooner or later. 

She sat down beside him and offered a plate.  He took it from her and started to eat, suddenly realising how famished he was. 

She limped off once again to get a further damp cloth from the kind Arab boy, as blood was still welling from Robin’s wound. 

As she walked back towards him (he staring out to sea and unaware of her approach), she thought how sad and vulnerable he looked.  She knew, in that moment, how much her death had affected him, in a way was still affecting him, even though she was here in the flesh.  

She sat down next to him once again, making herself as comfortable as she could on the hard deck, and took hold of his hand. 

He studied her fingers in his.

‘Your ring?’ he queried. 

‘I no longer have it,’ she replied sadly.  

‘I’ll get you another one.  Less gaudy,’ he smiled.  

‘Steal me one, you mean,’ she softly joshed.

‘Well, we’ll see what offerings the forest has.’

‘It hasn’t changed then?’

‘No,’ he replied.  ‘Vaisey’s still there.’

Marian stroked his hair.  ‘Let’s not talk of the Sheriff now.  Let’s talk of us.’

‘I should have stopped him,’ said Robin, suddenly angry.

‘The Sheriff?’

‘No Gisborne.’

‘You cared for that girl, didn’t you?’  Marian asked.
 
‘I didn’t mean that,’ Robin replied.  ‘I meant before.  Long before.   

‘You could not,’ she said simply. 

‘Well, I should have,’ he said vehemently, standing up suddenly, and sending his plate flying. 

And then she knew what tormented him so.  He blamed himself for what Gisborne had done.

‘Robin,’ she said, standing up too and talking hold of his arm to steady herself.

‘You are not to blame.  If anything it was my fault.   Because I goaded him Robin.  I knew how he felt about me and I threw it back in his face.  I was the one who made him stab me that day.  Not you.’ 

‘What did you say to him?’ Robin asked.  He had always wondered. 

‘I told him I was going to marry you.  That I loved you.  That I had always loved you.’ 

He turned and drew her into his arms.

‘And I always will,’ she said, her voice muffled in his chest.  ‘I always will.’

……………..

Eventually they found a quiet spot under an upturned row boat.  The sea was relatively calm, and the night air unexpectedly warm.  

They lay, side by side, listening to the waves. 

‘Sometimes I thought I could feel you,’ she whispered, breaking the silence.  ‘When I was walking through the streets of Acre.’ 

She took hold of his hand.  He had been quiet for so long she thought at first that he was asleep.  But when she had turned to look at him, she saw his eyes were wide open, staring into the dark bottom of their cocoon. 

‘I got lost,’ he said, not realising he had spoken aloud. 

Her fingers softly brushed his and he felt his pulse quicken.  He was reminded of the voyage across to Acre and his night time wandering on the ship, and once more his desire for her stole upon him.  Only this time she was here. 

She felt his hand tighten around hers and decided that now was the time to prove she was no ghost.  That she was the flesh and blood he needed. 

‘Robin?’

‘Yes?’

‘As we have been married for some time now, don’t you think it’s about time we had our wedding night.’ 

And there, in between the two worlds they had loved and lost in, they finally became man and wife.



Part 40



‘Not being funny,’ Allan smiled.  ‘But when you walked in here, I really thought I was seeing a ghost.  Scared the hell outta me.’

‘I’m sorry,’ Marian smiled back, shifting her weight on the horse a little.  ‘I guess coming back dressed in white didn’t help matters.’ 

Allan glanced over at her. 

‘Do you want to stop.  Rest a while?’

‘No, I’m fine.  Really I am.  Let’s keep going.  The horse needs a good work out.’

……………….

No fuss she had told him, as they had lain, night after night, on the boat carrying them home to England.  She was not an invalid and she would not be treated as one. 

And Robin had promised and been true to his word.  No aged, gentle horse for her, but a fine stallion – the best he could steal.  

Allan chuckled as they set off again. 

‘What?’ she asked. 

‘I was thinking about Much.’ 

Marian laughed.  It was good to laugh.  Although they were still outlaws and still living in the forest, she was happy.   

‘And his eating?’ she replied, enjoying the shared moment of laughter with Allan.  

Poor Much.  On returning to England, and finally arriving back in camp, he had declared he was going to have the feast of all feasts.  But after being away from forest fare for so long, his constitution had rebelled and he had found himself quite sick, much to his chagrin and the amusement of the others. 

‘Yeah.  Imagine that,’ Allan sniggered.  ‘He eats all that weird stuff in the Holy Land and then comes back here and gets sick.  He’ll never live it down.  Not if Robin has anything to do with it.’ 

At the mention of Robin, Marian turned her thoughts inward.  Gone was the sad, vulnerable man she had found on the boat.  He was home.  In the place he belonged.  Doing what he did best.  And she was with him.



Epilogue



The evening was approaching as Marian and Allan finished their village drop offs and returned to camp. 

Marian was surprised to find that Robin had still not returned. 

As they settled round the campfire, quietly eating, she began to feel anxious.  Why had Robin insisted on going to Nottingham alone and why on earth had the others persuaded her to let him?

Much noticed Marian’s look of concern and came and sat next to her.

‘He’ll be here soon,’ he said.  

And no sooner had he spoken the words than Robin rode into camp, already smiling at the sight of them all, waiting for him. 

Marian put down her plate and limped over to him. 

‘Well?’ she asked. 

‘Well what?’ he replied, innocently. 

‘Don’t well what me Robin Hood,’ she scolded.  ‘I know that look.’

Robin carried on trying up his horse as though he hadn’t heard.  

Marian tried another line of questioning.

‘The Sheriff.  How is he?’

‘All in good time, my love.’  Robin turned to her.  ‘Don’t I get a welcome home kiss from my wife?’

‘You’ve only been gone for the afternoon,’ she returned. 

‘What does a man have to do,’ he laughed, rolling his eyes.  

‘Tell me you like my new dress.’ 

‘Is it new?’

‘No.  But you could admire it anyway.’ 

He grinned.  ‘You would look gorgeous in a suit of armour my love.’ 

And it was true.  She became more beautiful to him with every passing day.  Even her limp no longer disconcerted him.  It was a part of her, as much as his battle scars were a part of him.

As every day passed and he woke up to find her lying beside him, so his fear of being alone began to subside.  His nighttime wanderings had ceased and if ever his dreams were troubled or disturbed, she would wrap her arms tightly around him and remind him she was there. 

‘So,’ she said, returning to her earlier question.  ‘How is he?’

Vaisey is the same as ever,’ Robin replied.  ‘Hardly noticed Gisborne was gone.  He’s already looking for a replacement.  Asked if I’d like the job.’ 

‘To which you said?’

‘To which I said, we’d like the honeymoon suite.’ 

‘So we’re still outlaws?’

‘We’re still outlaws.  Speaking of which,’ said Robin, producing a small pouch from his belt.

‘What is it?’

‘Open it and see.’ 

Tentatively she tipped the pouch upside down and something that sparkled fell into her hand.

‘A diamond ring!’ she exclaimed.  ‘Whom on earth did you steal this from?’

‘Try it on,’ he said quickly, evading her question.

Marian slid the ring on her wedding finger.  A perfect fit.  

‘Oh, it’s beautiful.’ 

‘Like you,’ Robin whispered in her ear.  He took hold of her elbow and very deliberately led her away from the others. 

Tenderly he kissed her and then held her at arms length, his blue eyes taking in her every feature. 

‘What?’ she asked.

‘A man can look can’t he?’

She blushed and smiled at him.  Her husband.  

She fingered the ring.  ‘A solitaire,’ she said softly. 

‘Pardon?’

‘I think that’s what it’s called – a solitaire.’ 

……………..

Solitaire.  The name of a ring. 

Solitaire.  A girl he had briefly known and cared for.

Even the name given by Much to a game he had made up the other day, for which he had apologised profusely to Robin. 

Robin had just smiled and replied that it was a fine name for a game that was played by one. 

As he drew Marian to him and again kissed her, he prayed that Solitaire was one game he would never have to play again.
 

The end
 






 
 
 
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